Ken

I never dreamed I'd be as busy as I am.

So as I go to these places, what I feel, and especially on social media, I feel like I don't deserve...

all the recognition I'm getting.

For instance, I can post something on social media and it will absolutely explode and then I'm getting overwhelmed with requests for service and stuff like that.

I am being asked and invited to be on podcasts all over the country.

I'm invited to a bunch of conferences all over the country to speak on and educate people about what I'm doing and how it works.

what to look for and all that stuff, and they just get this feeling sometimes that I don't deserve it.

Intellectually, I know where it comes from.

My father...

is not exactly, he's a great guy.

Don't get me wrong.

He's not your average lovey dovey guy.

He, uh, he's never told me he's proud of me.

He's one time in my life.

He's told me he loved me like intellectually.

I know where it comes from.

I just don't know how to get past it.

Right.

It's very, it's, it's like walking on eggshells and not knowing what you're stepping on.

I just, it's hard to wrap your head around.