Khloé Kardashian

But as he was fading away, I still did not think he was going to die.

Yeah.

And only the last two weeks it had spread to his brain and we were like going to be he was going to be put on hospice.

And I remember thinking, well, he's still going to live like another few years.

And we went to the doctor the last day.

He's like, there's nothing we can do.

We went home and he died later that night.

He was very much like, I'm not doing this anymore.

And my mom called me back to the house after I had dropped them off two hours later.

And I held his hand as he literally fought for his last breaths.

It was like 15 minutes.

And it was just such a beautiful, intimate way to watch the person you love the most slip away.

And I thought it was going to be more of like a jolt to the system.

And instead, I just sort of like glazed over.

And I really felt like...

A, I felt so close to him in real life, so supported by him, so loved by him that I still felt that even though he wasn't physically here.

So that really, the strength of our relationship in this world has carried me through having him in a different world.

And I try not to pay too much attention to it because if I do, it's all encompassing.

You go into a black hole of forever that you can't process as a human being.

Right?