Khloé Kardashian

Like I had to strip myself down and it took a few times. Like she didn't want me to cry and relive this. She just was more fascinated how I was so numb to so many things. And it really made me more sad for myself because I felt as if, God, I've been through so many things that at this point I would rather not feel than feel because feeling is too much for me to handle.

Like I had to strip myself down and it took a few times. Like she didn't want me to cry and relive this. She just was more fascinated how I was so numb to so many things. And it really made me more sad for myself because I felt as if, God, I've been through so many things that at this point I would rather not feel than feel because feeling is too much for me to handle.

And what is life if you don't feel things? Like I want to feel I do want to feel sadness too. Like I love feeling joy and happiness, but then why am I so, I get, I know why I'm so okay with that feeling, but also grief is also a beautiful thing because it's an expression of love. And I think being sad or hurt means that there was once something or someone that you valued and cared about so much.

And what is life if you don't feel things? Like I want to feel I do want to feel sadness too. Like I love feeling joy and happiness, but then why am I so, I get, I know why I'm so okay with that feeling, but also grief is also a beautiful thing because it's an expression of love. And I think being sad or hurt means that there was once something or someone that you valued and cared about so much.

And those were things that I had to learn and be like, it, It's okay. You're safe here. So it really just taught me to remind myself, like, we don't have to be numb to everything. And I use humor as an escape, as a defense mechanism. I do love to laugh and I do love humor. But I realize in really dark situations, I do tend to make a joke of it at some point. That's just my personality. Yeah.

And those were things that I had to learn and be like, it, It's okay. You're safe here. So it really just taught me to remind myself, like, we don't have to be numb to everything. And I use humor as an escape, as a defense mechanism. I do love to laugh and I do love humor. But I realize in really dark situations, I do tend to make a joke of it at some point. That's just my personality. Yeah.

And I have to remind myself it's okay to cry or it's okay to have feelings that doesn't make me weak. And that's not even a thought I'm having like, oh, are they going to think I'm weak? But whenever I do cry, I tend to apologize afterwards for some reason.

And I have to remind myself it's okay to cry or it's okay to have feelings that doesn't make me weak. And that's not even a thought I'm having like, oh, are they going to think I'm weak? But whenever I do cry, I tend to apologize afterwards for some reason.

No. I should probably ask her about that.

No. I should probably ask her about that.

And what's so weird, my mom cried, like, I wish I was more like that. She cries at anything and everything like, but happy. Like, I don't know if I've cried happy tears ever. But I wish I was that type of person that I'm like, oh. goodness, the joy. Like, I wish I had a little bit of that. She maybe has too much. I wish she could sprinkle a little onto me, but I, and we're all different.

And what's so weird, my mom cried, like, I wish I was more like that. She cries at anything and everything like, but happy. Like, I don't know if I've cried happy tears ever. But I wish I was that type of person that I'm like, oh. goodness, the joy. Like, I wish I had a little bit of that. She maybe has too much. I wish she could sprinkle a little onto me, but I, and we're all different.

And I feel all those things. Like I'm probably too expressive with words sometimes, but maybe it's because I'm not a great, I don't cry very often at all. And maybe that's why, I don't know. Sometimes I turn on a sad movie just because I'm like, get the tears out. And sometimes they don't come out. Like there's, what is wrong with me?

And I feel all those things. Like I'm probably too expressive with words sometimes, but maybe it's because I'm not a great, I don't cry very often at all. And maybe that's why, I don't know. Sometimes I turn on a sad movie just because I'm like, get the tears out. And sometimes they don't come out. Like there's, what is wrong with me?

Yeah, well, it's definitely my love language. And I am such a maternal person. I've always been that person. And no one's ever said this to me.

Yeah, well, it's definitely my love language. And I am such a maternal person. I've always been that person. And no one's ever said this to me.

And my parents are so loving and so incredible, but I used to feel, but I still love, like I still love taking care of people, but I used to feel like I wasn't worthy of like so many other things, but I knew if I took care of someone or was support, like then maybe I'd be worthy of them loving me back. And that's how I used to feel. And I don't know where that came from,

And my parents are so loving and so incredible, but I used to feel, but I still love, like I still love taking care of people, but I used to feel like I wasn't worthy of like so many other things, but I knew if I took care of someone or was support, like then maybe I'd be worthy of them loving me back. And that's how I used to feel. And I don't know where that came from,

But it's almost like I have to earn my place in this person's life. So if I'm there for them, then maybe like that's enough because what else do I have to offer was how I used to feel. When it comes to all the kids, I was very, not by my family, but by other people. I was always talked about my looks, always told that I was chubby. No one ever believed that I was my sibling's sibling.

But it's almost like I have to earn my place in this person's life. So if I'm there for them, then maybe like that's enough because what else do I have to offer was how I used to feel. When it comes to all the kids, I was very, not by my family, but by other people. I was always talked about my looks, always told that I was chubby. No one ever believed that I was my sibling's sibling.