Kristen McMenamy

Do you know I have a word?

I always have a word at the tip of my tongue, and I can't get it out.

And people suggest other words.

I'm like, no, no, no, I haven't.

Yeah, so I compare myself to that.

They actually weren't working at all, which is mind-blowing for me because it's like, how can these beautiful girls...

And now that I'm successful, it's keeping it up, keeping it up.

You know, people have this idea of you and then you have to, you can't present yourself.

Well, I can't because of my insecurity.

I can't present myself at a job.

And, you know, weigh 50 more pounds and have cut my hair and, you know, and aging is a big thing because each time, you know, you're getting older, you're getting older, and I am working a lot.

So not many jobs, but I'm working a lot with good people.

And it's a constant pressure to...

to keep it up, you know, just to keep it up.

I mean, I was thinking yesterday, I'm in this, like, hamster wheel, and I can't stop.

I can't get off it, you know?

I just want to run away to a forest in Norwegia.

Norwegia?

Sounds good.

Is that a country?