Kristen

that was in tears all the time, that couldn't handle his screams, that couldn't love on him the way that he needed to be loved on. That pains me so much that that was, again, taken from me. That was something that was stolen. I couldn't even look at my notes. The anxiety that I felt having to look at my notes was excruciating. It was overwhelming. It's a piece of paper with words on it.

that was in tears all the time, that couldn't handle his screams, that couldn't love on him the way that he needed to be loved on. That pains me so much that that was, again, taken from me. That was something that was stolen. I couldn't even look at my notes. The anxiety that I felt having to look at my notes was excruciating. It was overwhelming. It's a piece of paper with words on it.

that was in tears all the time, that couldn't handle his screams, that couldn't love on him the way that he needed to be loved on. That pains me so much that that was, again, taken from me. That was something that was stolen. I couldn't even look at my notes. The anxiety that I felt having to look at my notes was excruciating. It was overwhelming. It's a piece of paper with words on it.

Why does this matter to me so much? But I think I was afraid of reading the numbers, the words, And finding something else hidden in those words that was wrong, that I hadn't caught before. Sharing the story was the same way. It was like, I don't want to relive those memories. I don't want to think about it. I just want to put it in a box and walk away and just forget about it. But I couldn't.

Why does this matter to me so much? But I think I was afraid of reading the numbers, the words, And finding something else hidden in those words that was wrong, that I hadn't caught before. Sharing the story was the same way. It was like, I don't want to relive those memories. I don't want to think about it. I just want to put it in a box and walk away and just forget about it. But I couldn't.

Why does this matter to me so much? But I think I was afraid of reading the numbers, the words, And finding something else hidden in those words that was wrong, that I hadn't caught before. Sharing the story was the same way. It was like, I don't want to relive those memories. I don't want to think about it. I just want to put it in a box and walk away and just forget about it. But I couldn't.

And part of me worries that when I share my story too much, it sounds like I'm complaining or whining. I'm a broken record. There's this big, yucky pit in my heart that's just like brimming with the emotion of I don't know how else to say it. I'm searching for this salve for my heart, this big gaping wound in my heart. Sharing my story, it helps a little bit.

And part of me worries that when I share my story too much, it sounds like I'm complaining or whining. I'm a broken record. There's this big, yucky pit in my heart that's just like brimming with the emotion of I don't know how else to say it. I'm searching for this salve for my heart, this big gaping wound in my heart. Sharing my story, it helps a little bit.

And part of me worries that when I share my story too much, it sounds like I'm complaining or whining. I'm a broken record. There's this big, yucky pit in my heart that's just like brimming with the emotion of I don't know how else to say it. I'm searching for this salve for my heart, this big gaping wound in my heart. Sharing my story, it helps a little bit.

Hi, thank you so much for taking my call. So my current situation is I recently turned 30. I lost my job four months ago. And right now I'm living with friends on EBT and have state insurance. Okay. And I'm also in $42,000 a day. And so I've been actively on the hunt for a job, but I just haven't had any luck.

Hi, thank you so much for taking my call. So my current situation is I recently turned 30. I lost my job four months ago. And right now I'm living with friends on EBT and have state insurance. Okay. And I'm also in $42,000 a day. And so I've been actively on the hunt for a job, but I just haven't had any luck.

Hi, thank you so much for taking my call. So my current situation is I recently turned 30. I lost my job four months ago. And right now I'm living with friends on EBT and have state insurance. Okay. And I'm also in $42,000 a day. And so I've been actively on the hunt for a job, but I just haven't had any luck.

And so obviously it's just been like a really dark and heavy place to be because at 30, I literally lost everything and I had nothing going for me.

And so obviously it's just been like a really dark and heavy place to be because at 30, I literally lost everything and I had nothing going for me.

And so obviously it's just been like a really dark and heavy place to be because at 30, I literally lost everything and I had nothing going for me.

Okay. Thank you. Well, in the meantime, I've kind of revisited this dream that I've had on my heart for seven years, which is to start a nonprofit. And so I was like, well, the market's so bad. Let me just maybe go after my dreams. And so As I've been looking for work, I've also been taking steps towards a nonprofit.

Okay. Thank you. Well, in the meantime, I've kind of revisited this dream that I've had on my heart for seven years, which is to start a nonprofit. And so I was like, well, the market's so bad. Let me just maybe go after my dreams. And so As I've been looking for work, I've also been taking steps towards a nonprofit.

Okay. Thank you. Well, in the meantime, I've kind of revisited this dream that I've had on my heart for seven years, which is to start a nonprofit. And so I was like, well, the market's so bad. Let me just maybe go after my dreams. And so As I've been looking for work, I've also been taking steps towards a nonprofit.

And I've just been getting green light after green light and after green light, which doesn't make sense because I always thought when I started this nonprofit, I would be stable and 100% out of debt. Well, this is kind of where I'm at right now. My dilemma, which is why I'm calling you, is I have a chance to receive $5,000 from someone who believes in me.

And I've just been getting green light after green light and after green light, which doesn't make sense because I always thought when I started this nonprofit, I would be stable and 100% out of debt. Well, this is kind of where I'm at right now. My dilemma, which is why I'm calling you, is I have a chance to receive $5,000 from someone who believes in me.