KT Smith

And then he was on sabbatical at the time, and so he was away from the church, I guess like off, I think it was like a month and a half. And his sabbatical was about to end, and he was like, I'm going to go back, and I'm going to talk to the pastor there and meet with him and let him know what's going on and kind of like put my notice in.

And then he was on sabbatical at the time, and so he was away from the church, I guess like off, I think it was like a month and a half. And his sabbatical was about to end, and he was like, I'm going to go back, and I'm going to talk to the pastor there and meet with him and let him know what's going on and kind of like put my notice in.

And he was going back on a Monday, and his meeting was on a Wednesday. He had... gone in on that Monday and texted me and was like I feel like something like weird is going on and he asked me to meet today and he was completely thrown off guard because he thought this was just a meeting and not like he wasn't quitting on this day he was just going to see

And he was going back on a Monday, and his meeting was on a Wednesday. He had... gone in on that Monday and texted me and was like I feel like something like weird is going on and he asked me to meet today and he was completely thrown off guard because he thought this was just a meeting and not like he wasn't quitting on this day he was just going to see

And I was like, okay, well, whatever happens, like, I mean, it's going to be fine regardless. Like, I'll be praying about it, but I was like, whatever you feel led to do, do it. Like, whatever it is. Like, I don't know all of the demons you're facing because clearly there was a lot more going on than what I was told.

And I was like, okay, well, whatever happens, like, I mean, it's going to be fine regardless. Like, I'll be praying about it, but I was like, whatever you feel led to do, do it. Like, whatever it is. Like, I don't know all of the demons you're facing because clearly there was a lot more going on than what I was told.

Um, and at that time I lived in my old house and I had like a war room in there to where I would put all my prayers on the walls and stuff. And that was like all that that was room, that room was used for. And I even put on there like, Hey Lord, like if he's meant to be with his wife and they rekindle, like, that's amazing. Like let that happen and let me be fine with it. Like, let it be okay.

Um, and at that time I lived in my old house and I had like a war room in there to where I would put all my prayers on the walls and stuff. And that was like all that that was room, that room was used for. And I even put on there like, Hey Lord, like if he's meant to be with his wife and they rekindle, like, that's amazing. Like let that happen and let me be fine with it. Like, let it be okay.

Like let whatever decision he needs to do, like let him do it. He texted me right after that meeting. And it was like this very like generic message that was like, unlike anything that he'd ever said. It was just like, I'm leaving for, I'm leaving for 30 to 60 days. I won't have my phone. I'm ending communication here.

Like let whatever decision he needs to do, like let him do it. He texted me right after that meeting. And it was like this very like generic message that was like, unlike anything that he'd ever said. It was just like, I'm leaving for, I'm leaving for 30 to 60 days. I won't have my phone. I'm ending communication here.

And I was like, wait, what? And the crazier thing about it is that I responded and my message went through green. I was already blocked. So like out of like this whole time of like talking and like him talking to me about everything and like wanting a future with me, like all this crazy stuff.

And I was like, wait, what? And the crazier thing about it is that I responded and my message went through green. I was already blocked. So like out of like this whole time of like talking and like him talking to me about everything and like wanting a future with me, like all this crazy stuff.

Yes.

Yes.

Yeah. Not in Kenya. Okay. Like I really did at the time like him a lot. Yeah. And he was always talking about a future and like how like he wanted to start his own church that wasn't Religion like based, but like relationship based and just not like everyone can actually feel welcome to go. And so I waited a while because I was in. the dark really with, I didn't know what was going on.

Yeah. Not in Kenya. Okay. Like I really did at the time like him a lot. Yeah. And he was always talking about a future and like how like he wanted to start his own church that wasn't Religion like based, but like relationship based and just not like everyone can actually feel welcome to go. And so I waited a while because I was in. the dark really with, I didn't know what was going on.

I was like, that message is weird, but like, where is he getting sent off to? Like, why are you going to be gone for 30 to 60 days or 30, 60 to 90 days actually. Um, so I waited and waited and waited. Nothing ever came by it. And then one day I remember I was sitting on my couch upstairs and And I was praying.

I was like, that message is weird, but like, where is he getting sent off to? Like, why are you going to be gone for 30 to 60 days or 30, 60 to 90 days actually. Um, so I waited and waited and waited. Nothing ever came by it. And then one day I remember I was sitting on my couch upstairs and And I was praying.

I was like, Lord, like I literally like I'm sorry for asking for so many signs because that shows like weakness and me not fully trusting in you. And I was like, so whatever. Like, don't give me a sign. Then he FaceTimes me randomly. after I think probably a little over a month. And at first I didn't answer because I was like bawling my eyes out. I was like, Lord, what are you doing?

I was like, Lord, like I literally like I'm sorry for asking for so many signs because that shows like weakness and me not fully trusting in you. And I was like, so whatever. Like, don't give me a sign. Then he FaceTimes me randomly. after I think probably a little over a month. And at first I didn't answer because I was like bawling my eyes out. I was like, Lord, what are you doing?