Kurtis Conner

It was just myself.

I edited every single video.

I answered every single email.

And I was overwhelmed.

But that is not an excuse.

Everything lands on me.

I think the hardest part about all of this is being labeled racist.

I'm half Chinese and growing up issues of... Okay, I didn't see that.

Identity, race, and belonging deeply affected me and I would never intend to inflict that onto anybody else.

But I do understand that reading these emails...

people could be upset and assume bias, especially given the frequency at which people of color experience being dismissed.

And so I take responsibility for my words, regardless of what my intent was.

I also want to acknowledge

People's concerns that they were mistreated or... He better do another apology where he apologizes to me directly for using Kurt as a bad word.

...felt dismissed or treated less than on the red carpet.

Live events move really fast and I... Oh yeah, that was the other thing.

There was like who... There was some other shit about him.

I totally forgot about that.

Where some, like, drag queens were... Were pissed at him.

What was the... Okay, more RuPaul's Drag Race drag queens have spoken out against Cole Ballester's behavior towards him at the Emmys red carpet.