Lala Kent

not looking like my mother.

She's not like skin and bone.

No, she's just not our mom.

I like, I like my mom with some meat on her.

I like giving her a big old bear hug.

Yeah.

And she's just not there.

So I'm, I'm trying not to think about it either.

But when she came up last night, rummaging through the medicine cabinet, cause she was like, I just can't sleep.

And I feel like I want to crawl out of my own skin.

I laid down and had a moment of like the decline with dad and,

And how quickly that happened.

Well, and I did point that out to her because like I was around, I saw dad every day, you know, I like, I was like, and that's where it is right now.

I was like, need to get you a bit of help because what I am witnessing, I have witnessed and what I witnessed with him, it took him.

Yeah.

So I do not want that for mom.

And like the other thing is that she hates to do is exercising.

But the one thing that I have found that I do is going on runs, little band workouts.

And if I don't do that, I can tell my sleep is off.

My body is not, it's restless.