Laura

So I had a place to live.

I went by her.

I did not tell her.

I didn't tell anybody.

So like even that weekend, like all my family was there for my graduation.

There was like beautiful time, like pictures and all this stuff.

And I'm just thinking like the whole time, like I just had an abortion and I'm horrible and I can't believe I just did that.

and went to go live with my sister.

And I was extremely depressed for those first couple of months afterwards.

I remember I went to go see a movie with my nephew and his friend.

And for whatever reason, I had to get up and pee a couple of times, like just drink too much water or whatever.

And at one point I was like, okay, I'm going to go get up and pee.

And one of them was like, are you pregnant?

Like, why do you keep peeing?

And I'm just like,

shock, like total shock, like all the blood drains from my face.

And I'm just like, I cannot believe you just asked me that.

And I'm like, I had to like run away and like go cry about it because I just couldn't believe it.

Like.

those kind of things just like trigger you and you don't expect them.