Laura

And so I just remember going back to the house I was living in just for a couple more days.

And then just feeling this overwhelming, like regret, like the whole train ride home, getting like walking back to my house, going back in the house and then being alone.

And there's nobody there because it's, you know, graduation week.

So there's really not a lot of people there and just be like, what the hell did I just do?

Why did, why did I make that decision?

And that's kind of like the whole start of like the after I keep thinking of it as after like everything in my life before and after.

And at this point, I still don't have a job, but I have a place to live.

My sister asked me to move in with her.

She just called me up kind of randomly.

And it was just like, Hey, do you have a job?

Why don't you come live with me?

And you can try to find a job while you're here.

So I had a place to live.

I went by her.

I did not tell her.

I didn't tell anybody.

So like even that weekend, like all my family was there for my graduation.

There was like beautiful time, like pictures and all this stuff.

And I'm just thinking like the whole time, like I just had an abortion and I'm horrible and I can't believe I just did that.

and went to go live with my sister.