Lauren

She says that she was never interested in my ex's fiance and just wanted to make a point to herself more than to anyone.

And that she still believes she could take him if she wanted.

We need serious help.

Very serious help because she doesn't consider what she did cheating.

It was a test.

She said that if she really didn't love me, she would have left a long time ago because she can get whoever she wants.

Okay.

I was speechless, hearing her rage and cry, but I was done.

We don't have children and we have very few joint assets to divide.

She will stay in the house until she can find a place to go, but then we are done.

She is raging and calling me all sorts of names, but I guess I'm just so very tired and done.

Thank you all for the wake-up call.

I know I'm a shitty person, but maybe it is time for me to stop punishing myself for what I did.

My wife was a constant reminder of the damage I have done, and maybe deep down I knew she was a bad person, but I felt that I didn't deserve better because I'm a bad person too.

Worse even.

But maybe enough is enough, and I need to stop punishing myself.

I have two wonderful children, so maybe I'm not just bad.

So it's like we were literally talking about this last night.

Like no one's perfect.

Right.