Lauren

You're fooling yourself if you think you have been.

Right.

Everyone's flawed.

It's what's so beautiful about being a human.

It's like our ability to make mistakes, learn and grow from them.

Exactly.

No, no.

That crash out, just spiraling over something that you can't change.

I know.

It's really hard.

I've really... I talked about it on the Patreon.

Like, I'm really struggling with my mental health right now.

And it's something I've... You know, we all go through spurts.

And I really, really struggled with it in high school to where I, like, went inpatient for a little bit, like, a couple days.

But it was, like, it was really bad.

Like, I...

at one point was like suicidal.

And I just like, I don't want to go down the rabbit hole for too many people, but I'm now at a point where, you know, things pop up and I don't handle stress well.

And I feel horrible and I have a panic attack.

And so a couple of nights ago, I, you know, I'm hyperventilating and I'm like, I think I literally need to go to the hospital.