Laya Mosto

Because I can't like leave her behind.

Like she's been left behind by way too many people.

Yeah.

And so like I think I'm learning how to prioritize her.

No.

And even when those thoughts like came in, I was like, no way.

For the longest time, I didn't date anybody.

I didn't have any romantic relationships.

I had zero romantic interests whatsoever.

So I was like, the war just like ruined me, took my childhood.

Wasn't ever a lot to be a teenager.

So everybody in school would like date and have fun.

And I was like, I think I'm just too messed up for this.

I think there must be something inherently wrong with me.

Like there's no way I'm not really attracted to anybody.

If people talk to me, I'm like, no, please don't.

So I generally for the longest time, I thought like maybe something's wrong with me.

Looking back, you'd see, like, you had those, like, really intense, like, female friendships, or you'd watch, like, Grey's Anatomy, like, Cali in Arizona.

I was like, oh, my God, yeah.

Orange is the New Black.