Leo Skepi

how it was before whatever accident happened.

Like I just, I knew so much about the situation without knowing nothing.

And I saw the exact layout and the message God had for me.

And it literally like jolted me so hard.

I started crying in the tanning bed.

I was laying back like in a tanning bed, just like baking, faking baking.

Like crying about it.

Cause like God really got on me because I was stuck in like not seeing anything that I have and like very doomed day, doom and gloom.

But God checked me real quick.

And I've heard a lot of kind of crazy moments.

There's like certain things I don't really want to talk about yet where I've like heard God talking to me.

I've never experienced a sense of relief and a sense of love.

that I do.

I feel like a little out of it.

You can tell I'm not like fully like into life right now, cause I'm in one of those periods of like a buffer period of like understanding what is going on, integrating some things.

Also the stress of what I have going on and like, I don't know how to word it.

I don't know how to describe it, but I feel, and I know 100% that I'm going through a lot of shit right now to teach me and prepare me.

Cause I've just learned so many lessons within a span of a week.

I've learned so many lessons about so many things and I keep hearing like it's not for nothing.

I know God's looking at me like, hey, jackass, it's not for nothing.