Chapter 1: How is the host feeling and what updates are shared?
Hi friends, how are you? I'm doing all right, I feel. I'm lying to you. I want to talk to you about a whole bunch of stuff right now. The pop-up, the pop-up store happened. The pop-up store was amazing. You guys absolutely blew me away with how many of you came. But there's so many spiritual things that have been going on and happening.
And I don't know why I want to sit down and record right now, but I do. So we're just going to see what comes down. My little soul wants to talk. And yeah, I've been hearing God a lot with everything that's been going on in my life.
Chapter 2: What happened at the pop-up store event?
For my next podcast, I'm going to talk about how to get your focus back when you're dealing with periods of extreme stress. Because every single thing in my life... I've had to walk away from people that I've been doing business with and the exit is going kind of crazier than I could have imagined.
Um, I don't know where I stand with a lot of things and everything that I've been working on for the past year is kind of like dead stopped. I'm going to have to restart with new stuff and new things, but I'm hoping things don't end up in court. I'm trying to make things go as good as possible, but it's like that period of I'm under so much stress right now. And yeah,
I want to talk about in my next episode how to not be overrun by stress. And like when you're constantly thinking about things and just like doomsday and it's like there's certain nights where I like haven't slept because I'm just like my mind won't turn off. So I'm getting a whole new like approach to things. And I want to kind of share that.
But I want to talk about the pop up because the pop up store. was exactly what I needed, was to meet all of you, and not all of you, but to meet a lot of you, and see you, and talk to you, and hug you, and experience you in real life. I was very nervous and skeehy, like nobody was gonna come. I was, I was kind of terrified.
But so many people ended up coming that there was like a four-hour line and people still chose to wait because I was doing the meet and greet. And for the two days at the pop-up, I did the meet and greet for eight hours Saturday and then eight hours Sunday. Like I exhausted myself. I didn't really stop to take a break. I would only stop when I had to pee. But... I didn't eat.
I didn't smoke a cigarette. Like, I had a little vape and I was just, like, hitting it here and there. I was so excited and, like, loved meeting all of you. Also, a lot of you waited so long.
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Chapter 3: How does the host describe their experience with stress?
I wanted to make sure I got to meet all of you. Like, you came and gave me your time. I was going to make sure I got to, like, at least take a photo with you to say hi, you know? But... I want to talk about the kind of spiritual things that have happened at the event and also after.
So how I talked about like everything that I've had business-wise, it's kind of like imploding because I'm having to choose to walk away. You guys filled my cup, you could say. Me and all of you like restored something in me and made me feel so appreciative, but where the spiritual kind of stuff started happening.
Since I've started to explore having a relationship with God in a different way and exploring Jesus Christ and the way that he approached life and the way that he was, I've been having a lot of my spiritual abilities heightened and it's scared the shit out of me a lot. Like clairvoyance, clairaudient, claircognizant, like where I just get random information from like a higher source.
I've always had that. But it's like all the clairs have kind of heightened and I feel things and I see things differently. That are not perceived by other people. And it's been isolating. And I've been trying to get a grip on it.
But the thing that happened at the pop-up was... So many of you... The reason it touched me so much is... One, you guys spent four hours of your life waiting in line to come and meet me. That meant the world to me. But...
so many of you were telling me when you would hug me that i helped you get through losing people that you love to death like a lot of people said that to me and i was happy to be there for you and a lot of you said that my videos helped you during those times and i can't fathom that honestly like i couldn't fathom like how the hell did my videos help people who are dealing with this kind of loss and then i got to a point where after about like 50 people
gave me like a genuine hug where it was like i could feel the appreciation and like i could feel your love and i could feel what i kind of like helped you through this one girl came in the line i hugged her and she told me that i helped her get through losing her daughter like she lost her daughter And that conversation broke me.
I literally had to get off the stage and go into the bathroom and fucking sob because I felt her daughter. Trying to talk to me. I'm going to sound like a nutcase. But I felt the presence of her daughter's soul very, very strongly. And she was reaching out to hug her. And so when I hugged her, I could feel her daughter hugging her through me. It was the craziest experience. It was nice.
But being the one that kind of like... Not the vessel for it. But experiencing that was... kind of life-changing for me, but I, it broke me. I had to go to the back. It's like, I can hold my emotions back. I can shut it off. But I, I literally just like, after I hugged her and she walked by to go get the photos printed out, I was like this. And I told security, like I had to go.
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Chapter 4: What spiritual experiences did the host encounter?
And people that I've done so right have been secretly fucking me. So I'm walking into a tanning salon. Then this guy comes walking in behind me, a little bit older than me. And he had like an injury or something happened to his leg where he's now got like a, I don't know. I don't know the exact problem, but he's limping. He's got something wrong with his leg and he's walking a little slow.
And I could tell he was just like frustrated with his condition. Like it seemed like a new injury. It wasn't something that like he's had forever. And I could tell he was looking at me and feeling like a little bit insecure. Like you can, you can read people and it's like, so I smiled at him. I was like, hi, how are you? And he was like, I'm good.
But the moment he was kind of walking in the door, I heard God say, look, and I got like he got my attention. And it was a random time. I went to the tanning salon in the middle of the day. I randomly got the urge to get up and get out the house and go. So I went and then I looked at the guy and then I heard God say, now dare to continue down this path of not seeing what you have. Oh my God.
Checked me. Because like the thing that I've been so stressed about is like just material worldly shit of like certain things with the business stuff and things going on. And I know that this guy would pay any amount of money to have his health and to have his leg be back to normal and functioning like that. how it was before whatever accident happened.
Like I just, I knew so much about the situation without knowing nothing. And I saw the exact layout and the message God had for me. And it literally like jolted me so hard. I started crying in the tanning bed. I was laying back like in a tanning bed, just like baking, faking baking. Like crying about it.
Cause like God really got on me because I was stuck in like not seeing anything that I have and like very doomed day, doom and gloom. But God checked me real quick. And I've heard a lot of kind of crazy moments. There's like certain things I don't really want to talk about yet where I've like heard God talking to me. I've never experienced a sense of relief and a sense of love. that I do.
I feel like a little out of it. You can tell I'm not like fully like into life right now, cause I'm in one of those periods of like a buffer period of like understanding what is going on, integrating some things. Also the stress of what I have going on and like, I don't know how to word it.
I don't know how to describe it, but I feel, and I know 100% that I'm going through a lot of shit right now to teach me and prepare me. Cause I've just learned so many lessons within a span of a week. I've learned so many lessons about so many things and I keep hearing like it's not for nothing. I know God's looking at me like, hey, jackass, it's not for nothing.
I wouldn't be teaching you all this and blowing everything up for you if it wasn't because something bigger was coming. Like I'm teaching you all this shit because you got something hot cooking on the horizon. You know, like I just feel it. Yeah, something's going on. God's plotting something with me. And it's getting real strong. Like I'm not able to ignore it anymore.
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