Leo Skepi

So I'm looking at it like, okay, I can't trust what the fuck is going on.

I don't trust anything.

And I'm in a position where I can't do all of this alone.

So I'm having to trust people.

And I kept it very tight to my friends that are like family and my actual family.

everybody else has gotten booted the fuck out even with my family it's like it's a hard thing when you're going through betrayal like this it makes you have your guard up with everybody so i've been kind of like distanced from everyone and it's like i'm having to trust people be around me and be involved in all of this but i'm i was doing it with my teeth like this

Like scared shitless.

Like I'm, I just got burned by all these different facets of life and I'm having to trust people.

I'm being, I felt like God was another thing.

I'm just like, you just stomping my neck in right now.

You making me have to be in a position where I have to trust people after what has just happened to me.

But I was like, okay, this time I'm just keeping it to family.

But I keep getting on this topic of like, I felt so hopeless because that's truly how I felt.

I would vacillate between triggered, activated, fight or flight mode, anger, face a threat, be operating in that or absolute hopelessness.

There was no in between.

The other thing was with the tank tops.

I got my sample right.

I only had one in my possession, but I couldn't use the manufacturer who made it.

So I'm like, okay, I have at least one of my tank tops.

That's perfect.