Leo Skepi

It freaked me out.

It really freaked me out.

And then I started getting frantic that I couldn't find positive thoughts.

I couldn't feel good.

I couldn't feel happy.

I couldn't feel appreciative for fuck.

It was just like a mental hell, literally.

I really do appreciate my mom for pushing me to go to that.

Even though telling me the story about me when I was little scared the shit out of me.

She's been there for me through so much of this and I couldn't have done this without her, truly.

Like I couldn't have stayed sane as long as I did.

And then she came and helped me with the warehouse.

It's nuts.

And then I reconnected with my sister.

kind of like me and my sister had to grow apart for a second and do our own thing and we've reconnected through all of this like she's come and helped me with the warehouse and she's continued to help me through a lot of stuff behind the scenes but it's like our personal hanging out day to day stopped for a minute because it was like we just were button heads on certain things and we have to go experience so it's like it was a loving like let's take our space for a second

But through all this, we've reconnected and we've been hanging out more and she's come in and been here for me at a time where I really fucking needed it.

And I've had a lot of betrayals that I haven't talked about on the Internet that I haven't talked about really.

And it's like just personal things, friends, some business stuff and people trying to get in certain doors with me and take advantage of me in a lot of different ways.

Certain people that I thought God was putting in my life.

were more lessons and more betrayals.