Leo Skepi

It's like they only want money.

And it's made me think that that's the only thing I have to give.

And all the people in my life who actually care about me,

Didn't want anything.

Cause I'm not in a position where I can just give to everybody and be frivolous with money.

Like I couldn't repay people for what they did for me.

Like all the people in my life, I can't repay that.

And it's, they all still came and they like, they didn't care.

And it's, this is like, it's broken my whole concept of love and receiving and loving other people.

And it's like healed it.

At the same time, it's crazy.

Another way that I've been feeling God real strong is just in so many synchronicities, things lining up.

I was counting cash the other day and then a bill flipped out and it had Jesus is Lord and there was like a message all the way around the $20 bill.

Like someone had written on it about Jesus and about God is the way and like God loves you, God has you.

It's like just certain little things like that.

but i've been hearing god that's the weird thing because i understand when i'm hearing my soul i now can hear my heart but i can also hear god he he ain't playing with me he got his foot on my neck the he's been saying to me i'm like oh my god like the other day i was stressed out and i was walking into the tanning salon because i was getting real pale but i walk in the tanning salon

And then this, I was just like in a bad mood, like a bad headspace, kind of doomsdaying, feeling hopeless, feeling very fucked over by the world because I've done so much and given so much.

And I realized I've not been in good hands with business things.

And people that I've done so right have been secretly fucking me.

So I'm walking into a tanning salon.