Leo Skeppi

The videos will live for a long time.

I don't know if people are gonna appreciate me in this life, but I feel called to talk about this shit, so I'm just gonna do it.

And I was convicted in it, so convicted.

I was like, the value might not be seen.

There might not be any external appreciation of this until after I'm dead, but I was still convicted in it.

After I started getting traction on social media and getting traction on the podcast and it charted number one,

I lost it.

Like I haven't felt convicted in what I'm sharing and what I'm doing with any episodes.

It's like, yeah, I could say, okay, this one's good.

I like this one, but I never had conviction like I did before, before all the external validation.

So it's the weirdest assessment to kind of make and see, but I do feel like I'm reconnecting with myself now.

before of like me who did things for me.

I've been caught up in the external validation of it all.

Even though it didn't mean anything to me, it didn't make me feel shit.

I still been caught up in it.

That'll make no sense that I pissed myself off.

I need to drink some water.

I just pissed myself off.

That don't make no goddamn sense.

Ooh.