Leo Skeppi

You got some obligation to take care of the women.

Gay or not.

Like, I don't understand that.

Genuinely.

And that's not for external validation.

That's because that's how the fuck I am.

I like to take care of people.

And I especially like to take care of women.

But anyway, I was starting to stress out about...

money i started to get like my self-worth was so like tied up the fuck in it and i'm like looking at all of the numbers that i have on social media looking at all of the ways that i've worked and done so much shit and the way that my life is set up where it's like i'm recognized everywhere i go i'm like for me to be at this level and still be worrying about money i'm fucking pathetic

That was how I was judging myself.

Like I looked at it, like I was so fucking mad at myself, but I was mad at God too.

Because it's like, sure, I could do so many things and capitalize in so many ways, but I choose not to for myself.

And that's something I feel a lot better about.

but I was beating myself up for having my self-worth be based off of how much money I make and have, but I don't force myself to live in a way where I focus on that.

I live in a way where I prioritize the way that I feel.

I don't enjoy constantly trying to monetize shit.

And that's another thing that popped in my head is like a reason why people I think on social media like me is I'm not monetizing every fucking goddamn thing that I can.

Okay?

That is irritating.