LeoSkepi

So like with my mom, for my stepdad, for me to have any kind of challenge present in him, for him to feel challenged by me at all was a threat to my connection with my mom. I had to stay in good standing with every man because I was close with women. Like with my sister, certain relationships she's in, it's just a weird thing between men.

So like with my mom, for my stepdad, for me to have any kind of challenge present in him, for him to feel challenged by me at all was a threat to my connection with my mom. I had to stay in good standing with every man because I was close with women. Like with my sister, certain relationships she's in, it's just a weird thing between men.

And I would always feel like I had to dial things back because when I show up and there's men in the room, if you're cool with me, we're going to be the best of buds, bro. bro, we gonna have like the best time. If you're someone who is performatively masculine, you will feel naked. And people start doing all kind of weird shits around me. Like they start trying to overplay themselves.

And I would always feel like I had to dial things back because when I show up and there's men in the room, if you're cool with me, we're going to be the best of buds, bro. bro, we gonna have like the best time. If you're someone who is performatively masculine, you will feel naked. And people start doing all kind of weird shits around me. Like they start trying to overplay themselves.

Like they talk about how much money they make. They try and like do the whole over-masculinization thing and like try and be like having a physical altercation. You're gonna lose, okay? And I always felt like I had to like dial it back and protect myself

Like they talk about how much money they make. They try and like do the whole over-masculinization thing and like try and be like having a physical altercation. You're gonna lose, okay? And I always felt like I had to like dial it back and protect myself

the situation from going there because if it ever came to a point of like a challenge actually was gonna happen, it would impact my relationship with the woman that I cared about. Friends, my sister, my mom, any woman in my life. I've always felt like I have to like, do this weird fucking dance with the men in my life because there's so many people who are performatively masculine.

the situation from going there because if it ever came to a point of like a challenge actually was gonna happen, it would impact my relationship with the woman that I cared about. Friends, my sister, my mom, any woman in my life. I've always felt like I have to like, do this weird fucking dance with the men in my life because there's so many people who are performatively masculine.

And when you have someone who's truly with the shit in front of you, it like flares that up and they start acting real weird. My whole life, I've always heard, I don't know why they act like that around you. It's just a thing. I don't know how else to word it, but it's just the performative shit is kind of how it makes sense in my brain. It's not my fault you're insecure and acting weird.

And when you have someone who's truly with the shit in front of you, it like flares that up and they start acting real weird. My whole life, I've always heard, I don't know why they act like that around you. It's just a thing. I don't know how else to word it, but it's just the performative shit is kind of how it makes sense in my brain. It's not my fault you're insecure and acting weird.

And I'm no longer bending myself and, like, wavering because that's what's going to block me from meeting the guy I'm supposed to meet. And I notice, like, my energy shifts as soon as a man walks into the room. Like, a straight guy, whenever they walk into the room, I always think their energy's weird. Mine shifts. And I've started to notice it.

And I'm no longer bending myself and, like, wavering because that's what's going to block me from meeting the guy I'm supposed to meet. And I notice, like, my energy shifts as soon as a man walks into the room. Like, a straight guy, whenever they walk into the room, I always think their energy's weird. Mine shifts. And I've started to notice it.

Like, as I've woken up to my body, I'll either tense up because, like, I'm ready and not tense up like I'm ready to fight. But, like... It's like a weird dominance thing with men. And a lot of women do not understand that this goes on, especially with straight men. Men have a weird thing with respect.

Like, as I've woken up to my body, I'll either tense up because, like, I'm ready and not tense up like I'm ready to fight. But, like... It's like a weird dominance thing with men. And a lot of women do not understand that this goes on, especially with straight men. Men have a weird thing with respect.

And anyone who knows anything about prison has dealt with a felon, has dealt with anybody who's been to prison. They can explain this to you better. With men, there is an unspoken underlying form of communication where you are kind of big dick in each other and nobody knows. It's clear in front of everybody's face.

And anyone who knows anything about prison has dealt with a felon, has dealt with anybody who's been to prison. They can explain this to you better. With men, there is an unspoken underlying form of communication where you are kind of big dick in each other and nobody knows. It's clear in front of everybody's face.

When it comes to the handshake, when you meet somebody, when it comes to the eye contact, when it comes to watching your movements and the way that you do, we're sizing each other up. That's how it is. That's just, there's a whole other nature and aside to this. And people don't know about it. And I never hear people talk about it.

When it comes to the handshake, when you meet somebody, when it comes to the eye contact, when it comes to watching your movements and the way that you do, we're sizing each other up. That's how it is. That's just, there's a whole other nature and aside to this. And people don't know about it. And I never hear people talk about it.

So I would like to talk about it as someone who can hang in a room with all straight men and someone who can hang in a room with, I don't want to hang in a room with all gay people. They annoying. Like if everybody's cool, we're cool. But like they're too performatively like the opposite.

So I would like to talk about it as someone who can hang in a room with all straight men and someone who can hang in a room with, I don't want to hang in a room with all gay people. They annoying. Like if everybody's cool, we're cool. But like they're too performatively like the opposite.