Liliana

I can't even, it's not like I can call up my friends or something.

The only phone in the house was a home phone, like a landline.

And

I'm not allowed to use it.

So like it was just every day was the same school, home, dinner, shower, and then go to bed, get sexually abused.

I can't sleep.

I'm stressed out, rinse, repeat.

And I was just under so much stress all the time.

And it was definitely starting to show.

I became a lot more emotional.

Like it was like, I mean, like I said, I was, I was sensitive already, but it was like little things would just make me

cry uncontrollably and my mom was like why are you crying like that over this and I would be like I don't know like I don't know there's something wrong with the way I'm developing clearly in this house he started like coming in while I was in the shower just like to hang out and talk to me I guess and it always made me really uncomfortable like I I

Not allowed to talk back or have any kind of attitude, but I felt like I was being passive-aggressive.

Like, he'd be like, you know, what are you doing?

I'd be like, showering.

Like, stuff like that.

Like, why are you in here, you know?

And my mom knew.

Like, my mom would see him come into the bathroom and lock the door behind him while I'm in the shower.

Do nothing, of course.