Liliana

I started crying because I was like, what are you talking about?

Like,

They were like, yeah, you ate all of it.

You had a big smile on your face while you ate it.

You loved e-shit and stuff like that.

And I was just like, I was just crying and crying.

And they were like, no, why are you crying?

You said you liked it and stuff like that.

It was just really weird.

Like, I felt sick to my stomach and I was too little to know I could make myself throw up.

But if I was older, I would have made myself throw up.

I felt sick to my stomach, like, because I believed them.

Like, why would I...

hello obviously it's like it was just a joke but again a four-year-old doesn't understand that especially when no no time previously did you guys make jokes like that she's not going to understand so i i was just crying and they would just laugh and laugh and laugh and whatever

So that was just the kind of stuff they put me through.

You know, I never knew what kind of stuff they were going to do to me.

And the fact that they always laughed at me for crying made me feel like something was wrong with me for crying.

So I'm four years old and already feeling like something's wrong with me.

I think I believed that she loved me.

Now that I'm older and I look back, it's very clear that she was never somebody who cared about me.