Liliana

I couldn't do anything.

Or anything that you loved or were interested in.

Literally, literally.

And also, too, there was a day where I wanted to take one of my toys to school, like, just to have it, I guess.

They were like, no, you can't take your toys to school.

And I feel like a normal parent would be like, it's because we don't want somebody to steal it or something like that or for you to lose it at school.

But instead, they were like...

if another kid wants that they could stab you for that you know that right like they could just stab you and take that and i was just like it made me so scared of other people all the time because it was it was always like other people are looking at you other people are judging you other people want to hurt you

And so I was just scared of other people all the time.

And that's exactly what they wanted.

We also like everything, everything we consumed was controlled in the sense of like TV.

So like I was a Disney Channel kid.

We were only allowed to watch Disney Channel and like only certain shows on Disney Channel.

and and stuff like that makes it hard to relate with other kids like when you don't let your your child you know kind of interact with anything within pop culture i go to school and everybody's talking about stuff that i don't know what it is you know like no oh music as well the only kind of music i was allowed to listen to was country music which if you like country music good for you but i definitely do not it's my least favorite genre of all time and

I'm more of a pop girlie.

I want pop.

I want EDM.

I like big.

I like loud.

I like metal.