Liliana

And that's what that drawing was.

Mind you, Em is only like three years old right here.

And my mom did nothing, absolutely nothing after this.

And so I saw that.

I saw that she told our mom.

And the way that our mom was just so casual about it, I was, again, it just reinforced this is normal and there's something wrong with me for feeling some type of way about it.

Like the sexual abuse?

Until I was 11.

So, yeah.

And also too in this house, I remember there was a time we had like a bunch of his family over.

He was making like

He was a really good cook.

I will give him that.

So a lot of times people would we would get together and eat some good food.

And we had so many people over that we had to get out like a kiddie table.

And I had to sit there with my sisters.

And again, I was kind of pouting because you guys you guys give me the responsibilities of an adult, but you won't let me sit at the adult table or whatever.

I felt like I was a grown up in every way except for the way that I was treated.

So I was just kind of pouting about it.

Again, not, I think maybe I was crying a little actually, but I was just upset because I wanted to sit at the adult table.