Lindsay Addario

It's very kind of, you know, I know the drill.

But with kids, it's like I can't control when their emotions arise or when their needs arise.

And it's

It's a full time thing.

And it's very hard to do to have a full time job as a parent when I'm juggling another job, essentially, or another life.

You know, you're right.

I mean, you're absolutely right.

I think when I'm anywhere but behind the viewfinder of my camera actually taking photographs, I have a million things in my mind.

I have a million things I want to be doing.

I have a million things I am doing.

And I'm very kind of scattered and stressed and whatever.

And the place where it all comes together and I just focus and I am totally 100 percent present is when I'm working.

And I don't know how to describe that when I'm home.

I'm happy to be home.

I'm happy to be with my family.

But I have one eye on the television.

What is the story I should be covering next?

Thank you very much.

That's a hard thing to say out loud because most people will be like, well, that makes you a horrible mother and that makes you like a, you know, you should never say that out loud.

But that's just me.