Chapter 1: What is the main topic discussed in this episode?
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But before we say more about her, I want to introduce our guest interviewer today, Sam Fragoso. You may know him as the host of the interview podcast Talk Easy. I think he's a terrific interviewer, and I say that as a listener to the podcast and as one of his recent interviewees. Now that I've introduced Sam, here's Sam to introduce Lindsay Adario.
In 2015, Lindsay Adario published an essay in the New York Times Magazine titled, What Can a Pregnant Photojournalist Cover? Everything. Adario, now a mother of two, has since continued her work in the male-dominated world of conflict photography. But the gendered question around the perceived limits of working mothers is at the heart of a new documentary called Love and War.
It paints a comprehensive picture of Adario's life both in the field and back at home. Since September 11, 2001, Adario has covered nearly every major conflict and humanitarian crisis of her generation, including the Ukraine War, where she has been on assignment from the New York Times since 2022.
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Chapter 2: What challenges has Lynsey Addario faced as a war photographer?
I know, my love. It's the compromise, right? She wants to do all of the things and be at home as well, and it's just not possible. Everything has gotten delayed. I may not get home till Saturday. I suck as a parent. I suck as a journalist. I'm always compromising. I can't do it. I'll switch with someone. That's rough.
Hearing that clip now, how did it play to you?
Well, I mean, it plays absolutely like our lives, you know. I mean, the thing is, this is a constant negotiation and a constant give and take in our lives. And Paul and I have those conversations routinely because what, you know, I try to line up these stories. What happens in most of the places I cover is that they are extremely hard to access and
So it's not like you can just fly into the heart of a war and, you know, shoot for 10 days and leave. Like, often it takes me days, if not a week, to actually get to a story and then I have to work.
And so, you know, a lot of that is I'll sign up to be the mystery reader at school and I go and read to Alfred's class and then I have to cancel because I get stuck in the Darien Gap or everyone always says, do you FaceTime with your kids when you're gone? And Actually, I find it almost harder on them because then they're just reminded of the fact that I'm not there.
And so, you know, it's just so – there's so much packed into that clip that you played because it's stuff I've been grappling with since I became a parent. And it kills me that my kids don't have just a normal mother who can be present all the time. And that's why I really didn't think I would ever have children because I just didn't think this profession would allow me –
the ability to sort of be able to stop and have kids. And it wasn't until I met Paul and Paul said, you know, I will be the full-time parent and you can continue doing your work. So it was sort of like our prenup, you know, it's like, I don't want money. I want my freedom and I want my time to be able to work. That's all I wanted out of
My marriage and when we talked about looking forward was like we just realized we love each other. We want a family, but I'm never going to be that person who's home all the time.
Did he sign the photojournalist prenup?
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Chapter 3: How does Lynsey balance her work in conflict zones with family life?
And I just basically was relentless. I just kept going in. And finally, they said, okay.
Well, hold on, Lindsay, hold on. Why do you think you were so relentless? Why did you keep badgering them?
Because I think I was in all that time I was like started looking at newspapers and magazines and exhibitions. I went to a Salgado exhibit that kind of blew my mind. And I think I realized, like, I could take photographs and tell stories with photographs. And it was something that I didn't realize before.
To me, photography was like fine art or it was, you know, Henri Cartier-Bresson and it was like, you know, capture the decisive moment or it was, you know – But it never was about telling stories and specifically about political issues, international relations. And so it just seemed like, OK, this is it. This is this is for me.
But is the dog in this because you're the youngest of four growing up in Connecticut? Like, where does that.
I mean, I wish I knew where the dogness came from. I mean, I do not give up. And it's like, yeah, it's probably because I'm the youngest of four sisters. But it's a trait in me that has cursed me and it's blessed me because I just don't give up.
But anyway, so I kept going into this photo department and the guys were just so sick of me that they were like, look, Madonna is filming Evita at the Casa Rosada. And if you can sneak on set and get a picture of Madonna, we'll give you a job. So that was my big break. I went to the set. It was like early evening. There were all these New York bouncers. There was a perimeter around the set.
And of course, I talked my way on. I was like, If you let me in, I'm going to be famous one day. I'm going to be a famous photographer. The guys were like, OK, you're so pathetic. We're just going to let you inside and good luck. And so I went on to the press riser and I raised my little camera to my eye and I only had a 50 millimeter lens. And of course, Madonna was like miles away.
And so I must have looked so exasperated because this guy, one of the journalists, one of the photographers on the press riser had like a 600 millimeter lens. You know, it was on a tripod. It looked like a Hubble telescope essentially. And he looked at me and he goes, hey, kid, put your camera back on my lens and you could take a photo. And I was so green.
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Chapter 4: What does the documentary 'Love and War' reveal about Lynsey's experiences?
That kind of opened the floodgates, so to speak. Like, was it the loss of them that tore down what you described in the book as your ever-present guard? Is that what did it?
Well, it was a combination of things. I think what happens in these situations is like, you know, we survived. Our driver, Mohammed, did not. The New York Times sent a team back to Libya to see if they could help find him in one of the prisons, if he was still alive. And Essentially, he was never found alive. And so we assume he was executed or killed in crossfire in that moment.
And so there's like a survivor's guilt that happens or that I felt. And so when Tim and Chris were killed – Basically, I had been emailing with Tim and Chris. I spent the New Year's Eve with them that year with both of them and a bunch of other photographers. And Tim and I were emailing in the lead up to his arrival in Libya.
He was asking me all sorts of questions about what to bring and everything. And then when we survived that horrific experience in Libya where we should have been killed – I mean we could have been killed I don't know how many different – on how many different occasions.
To be back in New York and to be sitting in a conference room with – surrounded by a bunch of editors and to see on my BlackBerry at the time, to look over and see that they had been killed in Libya as like the headline of an email. I couldn't hold myself together. Everything sort of came crashing down on me.
And I think it was because, you know, in those moments I asked myself those questions of like, why? Why? Why did we survive and they didn't? You know, why? Who decides these things in life? And there are no answers, of course. But it just felt like – The proximity, my own proximity to death became so clear in that moment.
Maybe I just tucked it aside and just thought, okay, you know, like I tell myself every time I'm in a near-death experience, maybe it wasn't as bad as I thought it was.
I'm curious about the risks journalists face at this moment. Because since you began 25 years ago, there's been a rise in kidnapping. There's a rise in targeted killing of journalists with few being held accountable for those killings. According to the CPJ, the Committee to Protect Journalists, 2024 was the deadliest year for journalists.
And this year, 121 journalists and media workers have already been killed. And those are just the ones we know about.
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Chapter 5: How does Lynsey cope with the dangers of her profession?
So I'm waiting for the right time. It never feels like the right time, but there are hard conversations when I have to say I'm leaving.
How do you do it?
Oh, I wait for what feels like the right moment and I just try and be strong and say I'll be back really soon and it's a quick trip and, you know, everything will be fine and you're with daddy and, you know, yeah.
When you tell your mother, what do you think she'll say and how do you think she'll say it? My mother? Mm-hmm.
She'll say, when are you going to stop? Why do you have to go? She's going to say, do you really have to go? Can't you just stop already?
And then she'll giggle and then she'll say, you know, I understand. She says it like, you know. Yeah.
Lindsay Adario, thank you for joining us. Thank you so much for having me.
That was photojournalist Lindsay Adario speaking with our guest interviewer Sam Fragoso. Adario is the subject of a new documentary called Love and War. It's streaming on Disney+. Sam is the creator and host of the weekly interview podcast Talk Easy. New episodes drop on Sundays.
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