Lindsay Chrisley

Like I had this conversation with my therapist literally last sometime, either last December or January, it's been almost a year.

And I was telling her, you know, like I, I say in these friendships with these people, but it's not really friendships because it's more of like an acquaintance, but I kind of make them feel like they're my friend, but like, I don't really view them as a friend.

And she's like, why don't you remove yourself from that situation?

If that's how you feel, remove yourself from that situation.

Okay, yeah, but if I do that, I know the conflict that's going to come along with that.

So I just don't do it.

I'm avoiding it like the plague.

But she made a good point.

And she was like, well, by you staying in it, that's causing internal conflict with yourself.

I have struggled with this for so long.

And the only person that I really feel like I've been able to talk to about it is Kristen.

Because she knows who and she knows what.

I have stayed friends with people because they are the type of people that if I remove myself... And...

maybe I didn't do anything to them or anything super negative, but they will be the T page trolls that like say horrible things about me.

They will become one of them.

And to me, I didn't do you that dirty.

I don't, I didn't do you dirty at all.

And I don't think that this is ever going to make sense to people who are not in our position.

I don't know for sure, but like,

I feel like other people can relate because I feel like other people probably operate the same way regardless of like what their job is.