Lindsay Chrisley

I think at the big age of almost 34, I'm not, I am who I am, right?

But consistency in the chaos, right?

And being chaotic.

So both.

I feel like...

consistency and definitely an attempt for peace, but not afraid for the chaos, right?

If it comes, it comes and I'm going to be honest about it.

Okay.

Is stability something that you had to learn to appreciate?

Yes.

And I have talked to Dr. Drew, I've talked to my therapist and the chaos in my life at times has been sort of like chasing the dragon, that term that they use for people who

have been on drugs is like, you're chasing that feeling from the first high.

And so the highs and lows of my life always was, it's like all of the excitement, good or bad, because my body doesn't know the difference of something happening.

And then, you know, the down and then the backup and then the, like the excitement of all of that.

And so when everything sort of just levels out, I'm like, wait, what's going on?

Yeah.

Like I don't have anything to look

forward to I'm not anxiously checking my phone if there's drama on the internet shit like that and so like now I that's all I want is it just to be like this I feel like if you have been through highs and lows in your life which most people have at some point you've been you've had highs and you've had lows

sometimes when the highs last, like the, sometimes when the lows last like really long, it's almost like a negative adrenaline.

But then once you get like leveled back out, you don't know how to exist like on that level field because it's been so low for so long.