Lindsay

pretty much weekly about marriage.

And he's always reassured me that he wants to get married.

He wants to be married to me.

He wants to have kids and a family together, but he just doesn't feel like he's ready yet.

You know?

Yeah, I have for sure.

And he never has like a very like clear, direct answer.

He's always just kind of like, well,

Um, you know, I just feel like it's really scary.

It's a huge commitment.

Um, and I'm like, well, obviously marriage is a big commitment.

And, but clearly like, you're not afraid to be committed to me for seven years and to have our lives like completely codependent on one another.

So yeah, I, that's pretty much the only answer that I get is that it's scary, but someday like for sure we'll be married.

Yeah.

I mean, I guess I would understand where he's coming from, but I mean, I feel like if you got it right on the first try, that's great.

So that's kind of another point of contention a little bit.

I'm the breadwinner in the relationship, which that's not like anything that I'm upset about by any means.

Like I'm totally secure in my career, but

Um, he's in the interview process right now for like a full-time job, but the last couple of years, um, he, he does videography.

So it's kind of just like weddings and gigs and social media stuff for other people.