Lisa Harper
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
if I didn't tell you what had happened and are you willing to pray about this?
And I said, nope.
I said, I've been praying about this for 30 years.
And I said, sign me up.
And y'all, I got off the phone and I said a word that's not in the Bible because I was just hit by that.
Oh, golly.
Yeah.
This is way beyond my capacity.
I mean, I don't,
I don't know how to do this and my heart is already, you know, just ground up hamburger or venison.
I don't know how to step in this little girl's story.
But I think because I had been so crushed in that second adoption loss, it's like it's crazy how God used that.
What I would have thought as pain to really prepare me to go, I know what loss feels like now.
And that baby deserves somebody to be advocating for, even if I never get to be a real mama.
And so Missy's 16 now, healthy as a horse.
She's not my hope.
Jesus is my hope.
But she is tangible grace.
I mean, tangible grace.
I look in her face.