Louis Tomlinson

So there was a long time for those, out of those five years we were in the band,

a long time spent not spending enough time with family.

And I would say that was 85% the job and the situation and One Direction and stuff, and then 15% me too.

Like I could definitely have done more like that.

But, you know, when you live in a life like we did in One Direction, free time is so competitive.

And when you're young, you're not smart enough to realize the value of this family time.

And you were on an absolute rocket ship up until you're sort of, you must mean what, sort of 23, 24 years old when the band announces that it's breaking apart.

See, in March that year, Zayn says he wants to leave to have a normal 22-year-old's life, which shocked the world.

How do you reflect on Zayn's decision now?

Because were you pissed off at the time that he was breaking things up or...?

was really i was again it it's not something we've discussed enough yet but um me and zane i mean but again it comes back to like loyalty for me and i just selfishly i'd wished he'd had a conversation with me first because me and zane i'd like to think that he would say this too i think he would there was times where like we were like

let's put it like this is a good way of describing it.

On the last tour that Zayn did, we always said we would never be this band, the type of band that would have all their own individual dressing rooms.

Well, sometimes when you've got a lot of guests and stuff, it can be challenging, but we always said we wouldn't be that band.

And on the last tour Zayn did, Harry had his own dressing room, Liam did, Niall did, and me and Zayn shared.

So I think that kind of like testament of the relationship is,

So I felt a little bit hard done by.

I felt like, not like throw these boys under the bus, but let me know.

But just a little bit.

I thought that we had a relationship where he could have had that conversation with me.