Louis Tomlinson

It sounds like a really arrogant thing to say.

I mean this more metaphorically, but it truly undermined me.

It undermined all the hope that I'd had, all these kind of ideas that I was instilling post A Life Without Our Mum.

It just kind of undermined all those ideas.

It made it a lot more challenging for me to say them and feel them and believe them.

But it's the same with my sisters, like...

so it just made everything obviously infinitely more difficult the only thing I'm thankful is that my mum wasn't around to see that because that would have been horrible for her you know I actually learnt this from being around Liam when someone is struggling with their own demons per se unless you've been around someone who's really struggling you probably don't understand how helpless it often feels

And in hindsight, it's, you know, someone that's not been in those situations thinks, well, you just, you just go over there and you sit with them and have dinner and then you fix it.

You just stay.

But actually the reality of helping someone who's struggling is they often do things.

in private and in secretly you referenced you knew that Felicity was was struggling with something was was that the passing of your mother that she was struggling with or was it life generally I think it was a bit of both I think I think obviously mom passing definitely amplified any of those things um but I think with Felicity she was one of these people that um

She was uber intelligent from a young age.

Really, really, really intelligent, which is ironic.

I'd say we're a relatively smart family, but she was like in her own league.

Really, really intelligent woman.

And I think that brought its own social frustration for her.

Definitely, you know, you hear these people that are intelligent from a young age.

She would always have felt like she was on the outside looking in, but only because of...

Like her intellect really.

And, you know, that's tough for kids when they're younger.