Louise McSharry

It's subtle.

Yeah.

It wouldn't, certainly wouldn't be the first thing you'd see when you look at you.

But I can imagine that during those initial healing phases, it probably was.

Oh, totally.

And what did that do to you?

and it all comes crumbling down so relatable like I am so good at just not thinking about things and I always think you know in cartoons sometimes they like someone will be shoving things in like a wardrobe or like a press and the door starts bulging bulging bulging and then eventually it bursts out that's kind of how I think about my compartmentalization where I just you know I'm like

we're just not going to deal with that.

And we don't have the time.

We're fine.

We just keep going.

And then, but it has to come out eventually.

I feel like you and I obviously have made this an Olympic sports.

Clearly.

So then, yeah.

So you find yourself writing this character who has a similar experience.

Yeah.

And as, as that was happening, were you having an aha moment of like, Oh, still not.

Yeah.

What have I done?