Lucy

Around the time that I started to lose my connection with Lauren was actually around the time that Jennifer really started making an effort to be a big sister to me. She would take me to the movies. I would get to stay with her. And we grew closer and closer to the point that she asked me to be her maid of honor at her wedding when I was 11.

Around the time that I started to lose my connection with Lauren was actually around the time that Jennifer really started making an effort to be a big sister to me. She would take me to the movies. I would get to stay with her. And we grew closer and closer to the point that she asked me to be her maid of honor at her wedding when I was 11.

Around the time that I started to lose my connection with Lauren was actually around the time that Jennifer really started making an effort to be a big sister to me. She would take me to the movies. I would get to stay with her. And we grew closer and closer to the point that she asked me to be her maid of honor at her wedding when I was 11.

We continued to get closer and to the point that actually when I was 19 and I was going through a really, really difficult time and my sister actually took me in for a summer and I lived with her. So it was hard because she had kids. She had already kind of moved on in her life, but she was still willing to help me out because she understood how our mom could be.

We continued to get closer and to the point that actually when I was 19 and I was going through a really, really difficult time and my sister actually took me in for a summer and I lived with her. So it was hard because she had kids. She had already kind of moved on in her life, but she was still willing to help me out because she understood how our mom could be.

We continued to get closer and to the point that actually when I was 19 and I was going through a really, really difficult time and my sister actually took me in for a summer and I lived with her. So it was hard because she had kids. She had already kind of moved on in her life, but she was still willing to help me out because she understood how our mom could be.

I mean, I do think it's important that I did question for most of my teenage years and early to mid-20s. I was like, did I somehow overhear these conversations taking place? Did I hear my mom blaming Jennifer and I created this manifestation of a child that was her dead child? Did I somehow do this?

I mean, I do think it's important that I did question for most of my teenage years and early to mid-20s. I was like, did I somehow overhear these conversations taking place? Did I hear my mom blaming Jennifer and I created this manifestation of a child that was her dead child? Did I somehow do this?

I mean, I do think it's important that I did question for most of my teenage years and early to mid-20s. I was like, did I somehow overhear these conversations taking place? Did I hear my mom blaming Jennifer and I created this manifestation of a child that was her dead child? Did I somehow do this?

I mean, I have considered that, but after talking to my sister and my mom about this, they didn't talk about it. It wasn't ever shared because it was such an uncomfortable topic. I still remember seeing this girl my whole childhood and talking to her and her keeping me company. I mean, when I tell you that she was my best friend, she really was.

I mean, I have considered that, but after talking to my sister and my mom about this, they didn't talk about it. It wasn't ever shared because it was such an uncomfortable topic. I still remember seeing this girl my whole childhood and talking to her and her keeping me company. I mean, when I tell you that she was my best friend, she really was.

I mean, I have considered that, but after talking to my sister and my mom about this, they didn't talk about it. It wasn't ever shared because it was such an uncomfortable topic. I still remember seeing this girl my whole childhood and talking to her and her keeping me company. I mean, when I tell you that she was my best friend, she really was.

When I was three or four, I didn't need anybody else. I just wanted to hang out with her. It wasn't just me talking to myself. I heard another voice talking to me. I'm not confident on exactly what she was. I don't know that I will ever know in this lifetime. But I do feel like there was a reason that she was there for me and was my best friend.

When I was three or four, I didn't need anybody else. I just wanted to hang out with her. It wasn't just me talking to myself. I heard another voice talking to me. I'm not confident on exactly what she was. I don't know that I will ever know in this lifetime. But I do feel like there was a reason that she was there for me and was my best friend.

When I was three or four, I didn't need anybody else. I just wanted to hang out with her. It wasn't just me talking to myself. I heard another voice talking to me. I'm not confident on exactly what she was. I don't know that I will ever know in this lifetime. But I do feel like there was a reason that she was there for me and was my best friend.

And she brought so much peace to my life and seemingly to my sister's life. And possibly to my mom, you know, maybe although my mom's initial reaction was anger, I think that was because she thought that Jennifer had told me to say that. And then once she realized that that wasn't the case, when she really began to process the fact that I was actually seemingly talking to her,

And she brought so much peace to my life and seemingly to my sister's life. And possibly to my mom, you know, maybe although my mom's initial reaction was anger, I think that was because she thought that Jennifer had told me to say that. And then once she realized that that wasn't the case, when she really began to process the fact that I was actually seemingly talking to her,

And she brought so much peace to my life and seemingly to my sister's life. And possibly to my mom, you know, maybe although my mom's initial reaction was anger, I think that was because she thought that Jennifer had told me to say that. And then once she realized that that wasn't the case, when she really began to process the fact that I was actually seemingly talking to her,

my dead sister, Lauren, I think it brought my mom a lot of peace. I think a lot of moms have a lot of guilt when they lose a baby. They feel like they've done something wrong. So maybe she was projecting onto Jennifer. I think Lauren was with me to bring me comfort while dealing with my mom and then to also bring Jennifer comfort and release from all of the guilt that she had had for 13 years.

my dead sister, Lauren, I think it brought my mom a lot of peace. I think a lot of moms have a lot of guilt when they lose a baby. They feel like they've done something wrong. So maybe she was projecting onto Jennifer. I think Lauren was with me to bring me comfort while dealing with my mom and then to also bring Jennifer comfort and release from all of the guilt that she had had for 13 years.