Lucy

So while yes, my little kid brain was not that shocked, I do think it's important to note, I had no idea that I had another sister. She was not discussed. It was obviously an extremely traumatic thing for my family and they, my family suppresses. So it was very much a shock to learn that I did have another sister and potentially the friend I was talking to was my sister, if that makes sense.

So while yes, my little kid brain was not that shocked, I do think it's important to note, I had no idea that I had another sister. She was not discussed. It was obviously an extremely traumatic thing for my family and they, my family suppresses. So it was very much a shock to learn that I did have another sister and potentially the friend I was talking to was my sister, if that makes sense.

So while yes, my little kid brain was not that shocked, I do think it's important to note, I had no idea that I had another sister. She was not discussed. It was obviously an extremely traumatic thing for my family and they, my family suppresses. So it was very much a shock to learn that I did have another sister and potentially the friend I was talking to was my sister, if that makes sense.

I think when my mom took me to the grave, I was kind of confused because Because she was like, I think it's your sister that you're talking to. Part of me was like, oh, okay, that makes sense. But also, I was confused that she was saying that her body was in the ground. I do remember feeling that way. It was probably my first real introduction to what death was. now that I think about it.

I think when my mom took me to the grave, I was kind of confused because Because she was like, I think it's your sister that you're talking to. Part of me was like, oh, okay, that makes sense. But also, I was confused that she was saying that her body was in the ground. I do remember feeling that way. It was probably my first real introduction to what death was. now that I think about it.

I think when my mom took me to the grave, I was kind of confused because Because she was like, I think it's your sister that you're talking to. Part of me was like, oh, okay, that makes sense. But also, I was confused that she was saying that her body was in the ground. I do remember feeling that way. It was probably my first real introduction to what death was. now that I think about it.

And yes, she was my sister. That part was very easy to accept. The confusing part for my four-year-old brain was that her body was in the ground. And that she died as a baby because she wasn't appearing to me as a baby, obviously. So it felt confusing, but also I've accepted it pretty easily. And from that point on, I just always thought of her as my sister.

And yes, she was my sister. That part was very easy to accept. The confusing part for my four-year-old brain was that her body was in the ground. And that she died as a baby because she wasn't appearing to me as a baby, obviously. So it felt confusing, but also I've accepted it pretty easily. And from that point on, I just always thought of her as my sister.

And yes, she was my sister. That part was very easy to accept. The confusing part for my four-year-old brain was that her body was in the ground. And that she died as a baby because she wasn't appearing to me as a baby, obviously. So it felt confusing, but also I've accepted it pretty easily. And from that point on, I just always thought of her as my sister.

So after visiting Lauren's grave, everything still was the same. I still saw Lauren. She was still my best friend. I just kind of had a renewed appreciation for her. Yeah. And then after that, it was back to business as usual. Lauren was still there all the time, hanging out with me, playing with me.

So after visiting Lauren's grave, everything still was the same. I still saw Lauren. She was still my best friend. I just kind of had a renewed appreciation for her. Yeah. And then after that, it was back to business as usual. Lauren was still there all the time, hanging out with me, playing with me.

So after visiting Lauren's grave, everything still was the same. I still saw Lauren. She was still my best friend. I just kind of had a renewed appreciation for her. Yeah. And then after that, it was back to business as usual. Lauren was still there all the time, hanging out with me, playing with me.

And it made sense that she didn't go anywhere at night, that she was always with me and that she wasn't at school, that she was always with me. Nobody else could talk to her. So that finally made sense. I mean, I always just assumed that, you know, my siblings were all dealing with our trauma in their own way, which was mainly not paying attention to me. And my dad was always gone for work.

And it made sense that she didn't go anywhere at night, that she was always with me and that she wasn't at school, that she was always with me. Nobody else could talk to her. So that finally made sense. I mean, I always just assumed that, you know, my siblings were all dealing with our trauma in their own way, which was mainly not paying attention to me. And my dad was always gone for work.

And it made sense that she didn't go anywhere at night, that she was always with me and that she wasn't at school, that she was always with me. Nobody else could talk to her. So that finally made sense. I mean, I always just assumed that, you know, my siblings were all dealing with our trauma in their own way, which was mainly not paying attention to me. And my dad was always gone for work.

So it wasn't really a shocker that they weren't interacting with Lauren as well. Lauren didn't look like a ghost, what most people would assume a ghost looked like. She looked to me like a normal girl. And she wasn't see-through. I don't remember... specifics about clothing, but I do remember her hair and her hair being a short bob that was brown. And I remember her eyes.

So it wasn't really a shocker that they weren't interacting with Lauren as well. Lauren didn't look like a ghost, what most people would assume a ghost looked like. She looked to me like a normal girl. And she wasn't see-through. I don't remember... specifics about clothing, but I do remember her hair and her hair being a short bob that was brown. And I remember her eyes.

So it wasn't really a shocker that they weren't interacting with Lauren as well. Lauren didn't look like a ghost, what most people would assume a ghost looked like. She looked to me like a normal girl. And she wasn't see-through. I don't remember... specifics about clothing, but I do remember her hair and her hair being a short bob that was brown. And I remember her eyes.

I remember what she looks like. I don't remember if she could play with toys, but I feel like I feel like maybe I can see the fact that she was there and we're playing in my bedroom. Like I can still see my childhood bedroom, but I don't remember if she would like, if she would move the dolls while we're playing or move the stuffed animals while we're playing.

I remember what she looks like. I don't remember if she could play with toys, but I feel like I feel like maybe I can see the fact that she was there and we're playing in my bedroom. Like I can still see my childhood bedroom, but I don't remember if she would like, if she would move the dolls while we're playing or move the stuffed animals while we're playing.