Maddie

It totally is.

It totally is.

Well, and even it doesn't even stop in the service industry. You know, I got out and worked an office job and everybody was like, come eat for happy hour. I'm like... Because it is an escape. Yes. And I'm like, I... Can, but I can't. And also, when I was still drinking, for the very short time I was in an office setting and going to those happy hours, I couldn't handle myself. Yeah. I...

Well, and even it doesn't even stop in the service industry. You know, I got out and worked an office job and everybody was like, come eat for happy hour. I'm like... Because it is an escape. Yes. And I'm like, I... Can, but I can't. And also, when I was still drinking, for the very short time I was in an office setting and going to those happy hours, I couldn't handle myself. Yeah. I...

was with a small amount of people that luckily didn't like gossip or anything. I got really lucky basically. Um, but I didn't act professional or anything. I was pounding six drinks at those happy hour events. Like girl, nobody needs to pound six drinks, but Even then, I still couldn't. That's why I say I don't think I can even... I still don't straw taste drinks at the bar I work at.

was with a small amount of people that luckily didn't like gossip or anything. I got really lucky basically. Um, but I didn't act professional or anything. I was pounding six drinks at those happy hour events. Like girl, nobody needs to pound six drinks, but Even then, I still couldn't. That's why I say I don't think I can even... I still don't straw taste drinks at the bar I work at.

I don't use mouthwash with alcohol in it. I won't take NyQuil if it has alcohol in it. I don't even want to go there because I already know myself and I already know... I love that feeling. So I'm just not even. Stay away. Yeah. Like, let's not go there. My first DUI at 19. I so I left the bar and I remember dropping my car keys and picking them back up and dropping them a second time.

I don't use mouthwash with alcohol in it. I won't take NyQuil if it has alcohol in it. I don't even want to go there because I already know myself and I already know... I love that feeling. So I'm just not even. Stay away. Yeah. Like, let's not go there. My first DUI at 19. I so I left the bar and I remember dropping my car keys and picking them back up and dropping them a second time.

And I remember being like, I feel messed up. So I went back and I was like, can somebody take me home or like, can somebody call me a cab? Because back then it was 2012. So Uber was out, but it wasn't what it is now. Like, I don't. Nobody had it on their phone. Sure, I could have called a taxi. I'm so sorry. But I do remember going back and asking everybody, can you bring me home?

And I remember being like, I feel messed up. So I went back and I was like, can somebody take me home or like, can somebody call me a cab? Because back then it was 2012. So Uber was out, but it wasn't what it is now. Like, I don't. Nobody had it on their phone. Sure, I could have called a taxi. I'm so sorry. But I do remember going back and asking everybody, can you bring me home?

Can you call me something? And I can pay you back tomorrow. Because I was also broke. So I didn't have money for a taxi. So I was like, I'll pay you back tomorrow when I'm done with my shift. And everybody was like, no, no, no. You're fine. Just go. And so I just went. I lived in a couple cities down the road. It took me about 30 minutes to get home. I...

Can you call me something? And I can pay you back tomorrow. Because I was also broke. So I didn't have money for a taxi. So I was like, I'll pay you back tomorrow when I'm done with my shift. And everybody was like, no, no, no. You're fine. Just go. And so I just went. I lived in a couple cities down the road. It took me about 30 minutes to get home. I...

do not remember this, so this is all told to me. Whenever I was found for my DUI, I was driving westbound on eastbound I-30, so I was driving the wrong way on a major highway in Texas. Um, I had clipped another car, um, just a random like truck driver. This is also at four in the morning. Cause like I said, I had just gotten off the bar at two and went across the street. So I clipped another car.

do not remember this, so this is all told to me. Whenever I was found for my DUI, I was driving westbound on eastbound I-30, so I was driving the wrong way on a major highway in Texas. Um, I had clipped another car, um, just a random like truck driver. This is also at four in the morning. Cause like I said, I had just gotten off the bar at two and went across the street. So I clipped another car.

He was not injured. Um, and I wasn't going very fast. I 35 miles an hour. And this is all in the police report. So like I said, this is not my recollection of anything. Um, and so I had clipped him, he had pulled aside and cars had already been calling about me driving the wrong way, but I just wasn't going very fast. Um, and then a police car came and hit me head on.

He was not injured. Um, and I wasn't going very fast. I 35 miles an hour. And this is all in the police report. So like I said, this is not my recollection of anything. Um, and so I had clipped him, he had pulled aside and cars had already been calling about me driving the wrong way, but I just wasn't going very fast. Um, and then a police car came and hit me head on.

But again, I was not going fast, um, hit me head on to make me stop. Cause I was not stopping. Um, And then whenever they opened the car door, I had peed myself and threw up on myself. They took me to the hospital because they thought that I had been drugged. I had no drugs in my system. I was literally just that fucked up. And back then, I didn't smoke pot. I didn't do anything.

But again, I was not going fast, um, hit me head on to make me stop. Cause I was not stopping. Um, And then whenever they opened the car door, I had peed myself and threw up on myself. They took me to the hospital because they thought that I had been drugged. I had no drugs in my system. I was literally just that fucked up. And back then, I didn't smoke pot. I didn't do anything.

I literally just drank. And so they took me to the hospital to find out everything because I was obviously not in good shape. The cop actually followed the ambulance and stayed with me in the hospital until the hospital workers told her that I was like stable and good. So like, it's so sweet. And I, I, again, feel so lucky. Like nobody was hurt. I don't condone drunk driving. That's terrible.

I literally just drank. And so they took me to the hospital to find out everything because I was obviously not in good shape. The cop actually followed the ambulance and stayed with me in the hospital until the hospital workers told her that I was like stable and good. So like, it's so sweet. And I, I, again, feel so lucky. Like nobody was hurt. I don't condone drunk driving. That's terrible.