Maddie

Yeah.

No.

No.

I know. And that's why I think it was the TMS. Right. Because there's literally I mean, yes, I'm on a different anti-anxiety antidepressant. OK. Like back when the mania started, I was on Lexapro and Trazodone to help me sleep at night.

I know. And that's why I think it was the TMS. Right. Because there's literally I mean, yes, I'm on a different anti-anxiety antidepressant. OK. Like back when the mania started, I was on Lexapro and Trazodone to help me sleep at night.

Okay. And then whenever I went into the mental hospital, they switched me to Cymbalta and another antipsychotic drug that I can't even think of right now. And that made me gain a lot of weight, but again, it made me stable. So I did hate the 10 days. It's awful. I don't recommend. But unfortunately, they did what they were supposed to do, you know.

Okay. And then whenever I went into the mental hospital, they switched me to Cymbalta and another antipsychotic drug that I can't even think of right now. And that made me gain a lot of weight, but again, it made me stable. So I did hate the 10 days. It's awful. I don't recommend. But unfortunately, they did what they were supposed to do, you know.

Yeah. And like I said, I do think the main purpose or at least I think the main purpose for me going into that was to get me back on the right medication. Right. Or just the right medication to stabilize me enough to get out of there.

Yeah. And like I said, I do think the main purpose or at least I think the main purpose for me going into that was to get me back on the right medication. Right. Or just the right medication to stabilize me enough to get out of there.

And then after I gained all the weight, she I had started to gain weight and I gained probably like thirty five pounds. And I talked to my psychiatrist and she was like, OK, well, let's try to switch you off of these drugs because they are making you tired. They are making you hungry. They do have side effects.

And then after I gained all the weight, she I had started to gain weight and I gained probably like thirty five pounds. And I talked to my psychiatrist and she was like, OK, well, let's try to switch you off of these drugs because they are making you tired. They are making you hungry. They do have side effects.

So I understand that you're mentally in a place where you want to be, but now you're not physically in a place where you want to be. So let's switch you to Prozac and try to get you off those sleeping pills. And so ever since then, I'm literally just take Prozac and this other like hormonal thing. Yeah. But that's like. And as long as it's working for you, that's all that matters.

So I understand that you're mentally in a place where you want to be, but now you're not physically in a place where you want to be. So let's switch you to Prozac and try to get you off those sleeping pills. And so ever since then, I'm literally just take Prozac and this other like hormonal thing. Yeah. But that's like. And as long as it's working for you, that's all that matters.

And literally like don't take a sleeping pill one. Okay.

And literally like don't take a sleeping pill one. Okay.

Everything is fine now. I don't see a therapist anymore. My insurance that I have now doesn't cover her. And I really built a relationship with her. So if I want to go back, I'll just pay for her. Yeah. But now I work for because I got fired from that job at Specs. I just stopped showing up. I got fired for job abandonment.

Everything is fine now. I don't see a therapist anymore. My insurance that I have now doesn't cover her. And I really built a relationship with her. So if I want to go back, I'll just pay for her. Yeah. But now I work for because I got fired from that job at Specs. I just stopped showing up. I got fired for job abandonment.

Because I just abandoned my responsibilities and just went crazy. So then I found a job on Indeed with a brewing company out of Austin. And I run the Metroplex for the brewing company.

Because I just abandoned my responsibilities and just went crazy. So then I found a job on Indeed with a brewing company out of Austin. And I run the Metroplex for the brewing company.

I love it. It does give me a lot of freedom on the weekends, which is why I said I'm still in the service industry. I work at the golf course on the weekends.