Maddie
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just cooped up in the house in my room just going stir crazy destroying property like destroying my phone um getting new number like I got two new numbers um just insane behavior uh finally 2023 April 1st Bonnie calls me and she said hey we can't do this anymore like yeah love you but
go figure shit out and I was like respectfully I know and so a month after that after I lost all my insurance and everything I did end up checking into a mental facility it was called Carrollton Springs Hospital and I did not have a good time there I was there for 10 days I hated every single second of it I
go figure shit out and I was like respectfully I know and so a month after that after I lost all my insurance and everything I did end up checking into a mental facility it was called Carrollton Springs Hospital and I did not have a good time there I was there for 10 days I hated every single second of it I
Really, yeah. And it was so fucking bad. Like, I shared a room and not that I mind sharing a room. I grew up with a sister. Like, we shared a room all of our lives, but... it's just in that environment and whenever I felt so sensitive and so vulnerable and also like, mind you, I thought people were following me. I'm paranoid as hell. So I think everything and everybody is out to get me.
Really, yeah. And it was so fucking bad. Like, I shared a room and not that I mind sharing a room. I grew up with a sister. Like, we shared a room all of our lives, but... it's just in that environment and whenever I felt so sensitive and so vulnerable and also like, mind you, I thought people were following me. I'm paranoid as hell. So I think everything and everybody is out to get me.
So I was in there for 10 days. They did put me back on medication, different medication.
So I was in there for 10 days. They did put me back on medication, different medication.
did they diagnose you with anything uh they diagnosed me with acute mania okay so i had mania for a short period of time and then severe depression and severe anxiety so i've already been diagnosed with severe depression anxiety yeah just the acute mania was like their official diagnosis so what medicine did they put you on do what what medicine did they put you on um Cymbalta. Okay.
did they diagnose you with anything uh they diagnosed me with acute mania okay so i had mania for a short period of time and then severe depression and severe anxiety so i've already been diagnosed with severe depression anxiety yeah just the acute mania was like their official diagnosis so what medicine did they put you on do what what medicine did they put you on um Cymbalta. Okay.
And another drug that is a mood stabilizer. Did you feel like it helped you? I did. I did have to end up getting off those drugs because they do put me out. Like, I was constantly sleepy.
And another drug that is a mood stabilizer. Did you feel like it helped you? I did. I did have to end up getting off those drugs because they do put me out. Like, I was constantly sleepy.
I was constantly sleepy. But that was so much better because... Prior to that, I was awake 24-7, paranoid out of my fucking mind. So it was kind of nice to be sedated a little bit. To have like that break. Yeah. But it also made me very hungry. So I gained a lot of weight. I got up to 200 pounds. And again, right now I'm 140. So I'm, you know, I just lost this weight just this last year. Yeah.
I was constantly sleepy. But that was so much better because... Prior to that, I was awake 24-7, paranoid out of my fucking mind. So it was kind of nice to be sedated a little bit. To have like that break. Yeah. But it also made me very hungry. So I gained a lot of weight. I got up to 200 pounds. And again, right now I'm 140. So I'm, you know, I just lost this weight just this last year. Yeah.
But I got out of the mental hospital and now I've been doing fine ever since. But that is kind of where I'm at now is I'm out of the mental hospital in 2023. And now.
But I got out of the mental hospital and now I've been doing fine ever since. But that is kind of where I'm at now is I'm out of the mental hospital in 2023. And now.