Maddy

Like what?

It's not adding up to me.

What is going on?

But anytime I tried to question them, they were very defensive.

They were all just super, like I said, I think they were so exposed and had to grow up at such a young age.

And then with my mom, her being so young too, when she first had them, it was, I think it was just, they just trauma bonded all together and almost just acted like that discipline and parental figure just was not there.

And it's sad because I think it has a lot to do with like where they ended up.

So, yeah.

So there came a point where I was just full on just being neglected by all of them.

They my brother, my sister are getting older.

They're like teenagers.

They're going out.

They're doing stuff.

I'm probably getting.

So he went to sit.

I was six when he got sent to prison.

Seven when we were in Vegas.

So from seven to like nine or eight, we were in Vegas all doing our thing.

And they're like going into their preteen years and going out and like getting exposed to stuff, just leaving me at home.

I'm asking questions or just in my thoughts, because they also would talk to their dad.