Mags Harty

And that was it.

I started a new job on the 2nd of January, which literally was too soon.

But that's not their fault.

That's me.

I carried on.

I didn't know how to

how to grieve or should I grieve?

You know, everyone was like, that's, you know, it's just a once off.

You can go again.

It's going to happen again.

It's going to be absolutely fine.

Did you feel like you couldn't grieve because of people saying that and they didn't mean any... Yeah, I think I stayed in the bed for like maybe 24 hours and I cried and cried and cried and I was like, okay, let's get up now.

You know, that's maybe all I'm meant to do.

And I was still getting texts like, are you okay and whatever.

And I was like, yeah, you know, I need to get up now and go and this is it.

And I went back and I started a job and whatever.

And then the November next, I was pregnant again, somewhere around the October, November again.

Yeah, in November we found out we were pregnant again and within six weeks lost it.

So then I was told, look, I think you are having your menopause, so I'm going to send you on.

So they sent me on to this clinic and he once said, there's nowhere near you're having your menopause.