Mallory Ervin

You gave me so much and I'm sorry. I don't know how I got to this point. And will you take it away from me? Will you take it away from me? Like the need to take this prescription medicine, will you just help me like be the person that I was?

You gave me so much and I'm sorry. I don't know how I got to this point. And will you take it away from me? Will you take it away from me? Like the need to take this prescription medicine, will you just help me like be the person that I was?

And I always thought that like how God would answer that prayer for me would be, I would wake up in the morning and I wouldn't want to take these pills anymore that I knew were like destroying my life. And what I realize now is his answer to my prayer was going to that treatment center. But I mean, faith was so big for me even then. And faith was a

And I always thought that like how God would answer that prayer for me would be, I would wake up in the morning and I wouldn't want to take these pills anymore that I knew were like destroying my life. And what I realize now is his answer to my prayer was going to that treatment center. But I mean, faith was so big for me even then. And faith was a

It was different because I saw God as I knew he was loving and I knew he was going to be the person that was going to help me make the difference. But I also felt like he had to be disappointed in me, too, because I knew all the gifts that I'd been given, my singing voice and my family. I knew those were things that he had given me. You know, those were blessings that I was given.

It was different because I saw God as I knew he was loving and I knew he was going to be the person that was going to help me make the difference. But I also felt like he had to be disappointed in me, too, because I knew all the gifts that I'd been given, my singing voice and my family. I knew those were things that he had given me. You know, those were blessings that I was given.

And I really believed what they said, you know, that to whom much is given, much is required. And I knew that I'd done great things in my life, but I also knew that this was not the way that like, this was not where I was meant to be. Squandering all the gifts that I'd been given, like living my life like this, like isolating myself from my family.

And I really believed what they said, you know, that to whom much is given, much is required. And I knew that I'd done great things in my life, but I also knew that this was not the way that like, this was not where I was meant to be. Squandering all the gifts that I'd been given, like living my life like this, like isolating myself from my family.

And I was so far from the person that I knew I wanted to be. And then I knew that I felt like God wanted me to be. But what I know now, I don't. I don't feel like he was ever disappointed in me.

And I was so far from the person that I knew I wanted to be. And then I knew that I felt like God wanted me to be. But what I know now, I don't. I don't feel like he was ever disappointed in me.

I feel like that was part of my journey because where I'm at now and like the book and the podcast and the way that people see me and the face of addiction looking a lot different to a lot of people that watch me on the internet, I know that was all part of the plan.

I feel like that was part of my journey because where I'm at now and like the book and the podcast and the way that people see me and the face of addiction looking a lot different to a lot of people that watch me on the internet, I know that was all part of the plan.

And God ushered me into that part of my story, just like he placed a crown on my head, just like he had me born in Morganville, Kentucky and living on that little farm, being an example to my family. siblings and cousins working at Bud's Country Corner and being this little country kid. It was all part of my story. And so faith was, I clung to faith then.

And God ushered me into that part of my story, just like he placed a crown on my head, just like he had me born in Morganville, Kentucky and living on that little farm, being an example to my family. siblings and cousins working at Bud's Country Corner and being this little country kid. It was all part of my story. And so faith was, I clung to faith then.

Faith saved my life, but faith like orchestrated me into this part of my journey too. And it allowed me to be a story in the back of people's minds when they're going through addiction or when they're struggling with something or where they're standing in front of a goal and they're like, there's absolutely no way someone like me could achieve that because this has happened to me.

Faith saved my life, but faith like orchestrated me into this part of my journey too. And it allowed me to be a story in the back of people's minds when they're going through addiction or when they're struggling with something or where they're standing in front of a goal and they're like, there's absolutely no way someone like me could achieve that because this has happened to me.

they can look at me and remember my story and be like, oh my gosh, you know that blonde girl that lives in Nashville, Tennessee on the internet? I think she went to rehab for six months after she did Miss America. My faith was everything. My faith saved my life. He answered my prayers. And then now my faith is... You know what I say every single day? I'm so thankful for my life.

they can look at me and remember my story and be like, oh my gosh, you know that blonde girl that lives in Nashville, Tennessee on the internet? I think she went to rehab for six months after she did Miss America. My faith was everything. My faith saved my life. He answered my prayers. And then now my faith is... You know what I say every single day? I'm so thankful for my life.

I say it to my husband like every day that we wake up in this beautiful home and I look outside and I see this peony garden that I planted and I see this swimming pool and I see these three kids running around the backyard and riding motorcycles. I just, I feel, not because I have to be like, here's a gratitude journal and I wanna do gratitude so I can feel abundant.

I say it to my husband like every day that we wake up in this beautiful home and I look outside and I see this peony garden that I planted and I see this swimming pool and I see these three kids running around the backyard and riding motorcycles. I just, I feel, not because I have to be like, here's a gratitude journal and I wanna do gratitude so I can feel abundant.