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All the time, but certainly like it's exacerbated right now. And I'm working through that, but like it's, yeah, I'm just sort of like, I just need to like check out of this moment because if I can't do it well, which in normal circumstances, I'm pretty good at like having grace for myself.

But for some reason, I found it extraordinarily hard in these last like few months to do that, to show up for myself in that way.

But for some reason, I found it extraordinarily hard in these last like few months to do that, to show up for myself in that way.

But for some reason, I found it extraordinarily hard in these last like few months to do that, to show up for myself in that way.

For sure, for sure. So I guess I'm sort of making a different correlation between, and I have found myself in previous chapters of my life, like deeply, deeply in a codependent relationship. You know what I mean? Like literally like subservient, like here is your breakfast in bed every day. And if I am not able to deliver that, then what value do I have in your life? Oh yeah, like that Sterling.

For sure, for sure. So I guess I'm sort of making a different correlation between, and I have found myself in previous chapters of my life, like deeply, deeply in a codependent relationship. You know what I mean? Like literally like subservient, like here is your breakfast in bed every day. And if I am not able to deliver that, then what value do I have in your life? Oh yeah, like that Sterling.

For sure, for sure. So I guess I'm sort of making a different correlation between, and I have found myself in previous chapters of my life, like deeply, deeply in a codependent relationship. You know what I mean? Like literally like subservient, like here is your breakfast in bed every day. And if I am not able to deliver that, then what value do I have in your life? Oh yeah, like that Sterling.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Yes, I know. Different- Different life, another podcast.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Yes, I know. Different- Different life, another podcast.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Yes, I know. Different- Different life, another podcast.

No more. Make your own damn breakfast. Yeah. Well, I more or less did say it to that person, but like, yes, like feeling as if like I had to make myself as small as possible to fit into somebody's life and to show up in that way. And if I was unable to do that, then like, I couldn't keep this relationship intact. My life was off the rails. Like, so...

No more. Make your own damn breakfast. Yeah. Well, I more or less did say it to that person, but like, yes, like feeling as if like I had to make myself as small as possible to fit into somebody's life and to show up in that way. And if I was unable to do that, then like, I couldn't keep this relationship intact. My life was off the rails. Like, so...

No more. Make your own damn breakfast. Yeah. Well, I more or less did say it to that person, but like, yes, like feeling as if like I had to make myself as small as possible to fit into somebody's life and to show up in that way. And if I was unable to do that, then like, I couldn't keep this relationship intact. My life was off the rails. Like, so...

No, no. But I did a lot of work and excavating and unpacking all of that. And it was so strange that as that chapter of my life was ending, This Is Us came into my life. My life opened up in the most beautiful way. It's like when I chose myself, the world that I was hoping to sort of find on the other side of it was there for me waiting.

No, no. But I did a lot of work and excavating and unpacking all of that. And it was so strange that as that chapter of my life was ending, This Is Us came into my life. My life opened up in the most beautiful way. It's like when I chose myself, the world that I was hoping to sort of find on the other side of it was there for me waiting.

No, no. But I did a lot of work and excavating and unpacking all of that. And it was so strange that as that chapter of my life was ending, This Is Us came into my life. My life opened up in the most beautiful way. It's like when I chose myself, the world that I was hoping to sort of find on the other side of it was there for me waiting.

Oh, I love that. Or what about a wellness trip? Yes. Picture this, you're staying at an Airbnb near a spa retreat, morning yoga on a private deck.

Oh, I love that. Or what about a wellness trip? Yes. Picture this, you're staying at an Airbnb near a spa retreat, morning yoga on a private deck.

Oh, I love that. Or what about a wellness trip? Yes. Picture this, you're staying at an Airbnb near a spa retreat, morning yoga on a private deck.

A fresh smoothie situation in the kitchen, total relaxation. Or maybe you're the type that would rather be in a cozy cabin like Chris. Like me. Yeah, sitting by a fire with your family, just soaking everything in.