Marcus Parks

Jimmy Savile, ever the man to constantly throw people off his trail, published a book about faith in 1979 called God Will Fix It.

In this book, he compared himself to MLK, Gandhi, and Jesus Christ.

He's closer to Gandhi than anybody.

True, very true.

Saville claimed that like those men, he was also vilified for the good work that he did.

And people believed him when he said this shit.

But in this book, Saville also explained his belief system, which I think tells you a lot about Jimmy Saville's psychology.

See, in Saville's mind, God worked on a credit debt system.

Saville believed that if he did enough charity work, it would balance out the ledger with God.

The good would outweigh the bad, and he would therefore be allowed into heaven after he died.

No matter how much bad shit he did, as long as he did enough charity, it was all going to be fine.

And personally, I think this is why Jimmy Saville constantly said that he couldn't wait to die.

I think that Savile fucking hated the charity work.

He hated children and he hated doing good things for others.

But in his Catholic fucked brain, Savile believed that he had to do those things to make up for all of the horrible shit that he did.

But since Jimmy Savile was inherently evil, he continually used charity to commit even larger crimes on an increasingly larger scale.

This necessitated more good works, which only created more misery.

So in the end, I think Jimmy Savile wanted to die because he wanted to break free from a cycle that was exhausting and torturous for Jimmy Savile, while never once considering the misery he visited upon others.

good and that afterwards i can do whatever i want do you think he prayed yes yeah i think he prayed constantly yeah yeah yeah i think he was the only one who thought that he i think he thought he was the only person that could talk directly to god yeah yeah and i i think that there is a catholic priest out there there was a string of catholic priests out there who were just privy to the worst shit i think he confessed everything that he did to a priest at one point or another

Yeah.