Marcy Guevara

Okay, romantically, I'm currently decentering romance.

So I'd like to, you know, be in and around people that make me feel great, that want to spend time with me, that value me.

I think that self-worth is a big piece of this puzzle.

I do.

I think that unfortunately, whether it's big or small, I'll say related to me.

I think that self-worth is always on the table, especially when it's being constantly questioned because you're fat.

So I want to value myself and my time in a way that I proceed with caution on who I'm spending it with.

I would like professionally to be, you know, I mean, listen, I would love to heal people and educate people through entertainment.

I think that television and things like this show are the most impactful way to teach people things.

I would love to be fit.

I would love arms like Michelle Obama's.

But I don't want to be smaller necessarily.

I don't long to be thin when

know people discuss like there's a thin woman within waiting to get out like i ate her i don't think she's in there but you know is there a strong person is there a stronger person i've been stronger in my life and you know listen i had a really wonderful husband and him and i have spent a really wonderful time together but he was very sedentary and i used to be much more active when i was single and so i want to get back to myself like that's really what i want and that for me is movement and it is

you know, prioritizing myself and spending my time in a way that like I want.

I've moved more in the last three weeks than I have probably in the last three years.

So,

I'm getting back to myself and I think ultimately like we're in a fucking simulation right now.

We're like operating, like this is a hard time to be alive.

So I really, I don't know, John, I don't know what you want me to say.