Marcy Guevara

And it really wasn't until about a year ago that I started to quiet that voice.

Because when I tell you that I couldn't get out of bed at 3 a.m.

without thinking about going on Ozempic,

and it was an incessant, obtrusive thought, like that is not who I wanna be.

That's not my internal monologue.

And it's hard to say, well, take out the billboards.

It's like, I can take out the billboards, but I don't know.

It's just, you can't take the billboards out of me.

No, I don't know.

It's just, it's to me, the narrative of you're beautiful and you're great and you're amazing and you're talented has always been there.

And with this caveat of, but just like, just always try to like lose weight.

And it's just, it's exhausting.

It's frankly just like, I am exhausted of that.

It stems back to childhood, Jillian.

It really does.

I remember, like I said it in the show, being, asking for ding-dongs and them coming in a different package and being like, this isn't a ding-dong.

My mommy wound is only because of her own trauma.

She's, of course, multi-generational.

It gets into the epigenetics.

It gets into how she raised me.