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that the only time I felt like I could rebuild was when I went to bed. And I didn't want my husband or anybody to touch me. And as you can imagine, over time that built up a lot of resentment. And then also that led to some betrayal and about a million regrets and things that I would do so differently now that I'm going to be 47. And that brings me to now. I've been divorced 12 years and...

that the only time I felt like I could rebuild was when I went to bed. And I didn't want my husband or anybody to touch me. And as you can imagine, over time that built up a lot of resentment. And then also that led to some betrayal and about a million regrets and things that I would do so differently now that I'm going to be 47. And that brings me to now. I've been divorced 12 years and...

that the only time I felt like I could rebuild was when I went to bed. And I didn't want my husband or anybody to touch me. And as you can imagine, over time that built up a lot of resentment. And then also that led to some betrayal and about a million regrets and things that I would do so differently now that I'm going to be 47. And that brings me to now. I've been divorced 12 years and...

Every first date I go on, before I even meet you or even on the first date, I say, I never want to get married again. And if that's what you're looking for, I'm not your girl. And I have been blessed during those 12 years to have had a couple of very wonderful men for long term relationships with them. But the same thing is rung true. I just never feel like I'm enough.

Every first date I go on, before I even meet you or even on the first date, I say, I never want to get married again. And if that's what you're looking for, I'm not your girl. And I have been blessed during those 12 years to have had a couple of very wonderful men for long term relationships with them. But the same thing is rung true. I just never feel like I'm enough.

Every first date I go on, before I even meet you or even on the first date, I say, I never want to get married again. And if that's what you're looking for, I'm not your girl. And I have been blessed during those 12 years to have had a couple of very wonderful men for long term relationships with them. But the same thing is rung true. I just never feel like I'm enough.

And I feel like my past holds me back. And I just have trouble letting them in. I basically have like unconsciously destroyed those two great relationships that I've had since I was divorced. And I'd really love to know what I could do differently so I can have a more successful relationship. Okay.

And I feel like my past holds me back. And I just have trouble letting them in. I basically have like unconsciously destroyed those two great relationships that I've had since I was divorced. And I'd really love to know what I could do differently so I can have a more successful relationship. Okay.

And I feel like my past holds me back. And I just have trouble letting them in. I basically have like unconsciously destroyed those two great relationships that I've had since I was divorced. And I'd really love to know what I could do differently so I can have a more successful relationship. Okay.

The pain. I am terrified of being... I didn't think I could hurt that badly. And my last long-term relationship felt like another divorce. And I'm going to tell you, it took me over two years to get over that relationship. And I just never want to feel pain like that.

The pain. I am terrified of being... I didn't think I could hurt that badly. And my last long-term relationship felt like another divorce. And I'm going to tell you, it took me over two years to get over that relationship. And I just never want to feel pain like that.

The pain. I am terrified of being... I didn't think I could hurt that badly. And my last long-term relationship felt like another divorce. And I'm going to tell you, it took me over two years to get over that relationship. And I just never want to feel pain like that.

Ja. Ich habe das in den letzten zwei Jahren sehr hart gelernt. Können Sie sich also vergeben? I'm trying to do different this year. I'm trying to be different this year, to have a different outcome. And I'm trying very hard to let the walls down. I'm just terrified of not being enough. And I don't know how to get over that. I'm just so terrified of feeling crushed again and let down. Well...

Ja. Ich habe das in den letzten zwei Jahren sehr hart gelernt. Können Sie sich also vergeben? I'm trying to do different this year. I'm trying to be different this year, to have a different outcome. And I'm trying very hard to let the walls down. I'm just terrified of not being enough. And I don't know how to get over that. I'm just so terrified of feeling crushed again and let down. Well...

Ja. Ich habe das in den letzten zwei Jahren sehr hart gelernt. Können Sie sich also vergeben? I'm trying to do different this year. I'm trying to be different this year, to have a different outcome. And I'm trying very hard to let the walls down. I'm just terrified of not being enough. And I don't know how to get over that. I'm just so terrified of feeling crushed again and let down. Well...

Yeah, we all do.

Yeah, we all do.

Yeah, we all do.

Ich fühle, dass es das Jahr ist. Ich fühle mich wach und ich bin mehr bewusst. Und ich fühle mich, als wäre es mein Zeitpunkt.

Ich fühle, dass es das Jahr ist. Ich fühle mich wach und ich bin mehr bewusst. Und ich fühle mich, als wäre es mein Zeitpunkt.