Marie Gleeson

Yeah.

So I think that but I think the week that we were there because he was 814 and he was gorgeous and there's a beautiful my favorite photo of him in the book.

What a gorgeous child.

He was like gorgeous.

Yeah, I do think every mother thinks their child is gorgeous, but I really think he was beautiful.

And his name actually means little dark prince.

And he absolutely was.

But unfortunately, you know, everything that was wrong with his heart was wrong with his heart.

But he had this amazing first couple of days where, you know, we got to christen him.

Grandparents, aunts and uncles got to come in and meet him.

And when it went badly, badly wrong for us at the end, again, you know, we all have different beliefs around the world.

Some people have beliefs, some people have none.

But my granny was very, very sick at the time.

She should have died before Christmas.

Her kidneys had failed.

And this was the 13th of January and she passed away on the 13th, Friday the 13th.

And I genuinely thought she was taking Ciarán's place.

So kind of give us a lift.

And then he crashed going to surgery and

Yeah, we had a horrendous time in the Coombe with a fantastic team of people around us, but not our family, because my family were at the funeral and John's family were very ill at the time, so they couldn't come in.