Marissa

And I said, yeah, I'm just tired.

And he asked me one more time and I said the same thing and I was just kind of turned in towards the window.

I didn't want him to see me crying.

I was still so in shock from what had happened.

I was so not in my body.

We took Sarah and Jay to Sarah's car.

They left and then I went home.

By the time I got home, it was probably five in the morning and I went into the bathroom and I turned on the bathtub because the bathtub is like my comfort place.

I stepped in, I sat down and immediately this voice told me, you got to get up.

So I got up and luckily I didn't use any soap.

I didn't clean up or anything, even though I felt disgusting.

And I went to bed.

I woke up in the morning and one of my friends who was there the night before had texted me and said, I think we should all meet up and I think we should talk about what happened.

So we go to our friend's house.

I'm explaining the whole situation.

I'm asking my friend Sarah if Jay said anything.

And she says that she heard someone run up the stairs and slam the side door.

And then five, 10 minutes later, SL came in and said, hey, Sarah, Marissa's ready to go.

She's waiting for you outside.

And Sarah explained it that as she walked out of the house, SL was sitting at a table with his head in his hands.