Mark Agnon

And so once you start going to therapy, do things kind of start to click in place? Do you start to kind of see how the behavior was connected to the trauma?

And so once you start going to therapy, do things kind of start to click in place? Do you start to kind of see how the behavior was connected to the trauma?

Does it blow your mind?

Does it blow your mind?

you know running running running running running just everything you know like um instead of healing you know and uh so i've just been on a healing journey man yeah and that initial trauma just creates more trauma i wonder if there's people listening to this that have never dealt with people who have been you know had these kinds of childhood abuse stories

you know running running running running running just everything you know like um instead of healing you know and uh so i've just been on a healing journey man yeah and that initial trauma just creates more trauma i wonder if there's people listening to this that have never dealt with people who have been you know had these kinds of childhood abuse stories

that it's not necessarily oh everything is because of that one event it's that that one event caused everything and that that one event caused the lack of intimacy with a relationship and then the lack of intimacy with relationship then caused your next relation you you endured trauma from that first relationship and then your next relationship you still had baggage from the first one and then that created more baggage and it all compounds and it creates this debt of trauma

that it's not necessarily oh everything is because of that one event it's that that one event caused everything and that that one event caused the lack of intimacy with a relationship and then the lack of intimacy with relationship then caused your next relation you you endured trauma from that first relationship and then your next relationship you still had baggage from the first one and then that created more baggage and it all compounds and it creates this debt of trauma

that until you start to address the initial thing, continues to build on itself. And it just creates this ripple throughout your entire life that, I mean, is the biggest suffocation of all.

that until you start to address the initial thing, continues to build on itself. And it just creates this ripple throughout your entire life that, I mean, is the biggest suffocation of all.

And they're just like, this is normal to me. I've heard it said that we seek the pain that we feel most comfortable with.

And they're just like, this is normal to me. I've heard it said that we seek the pain that we feel most comfortable with.

And that this, you know, if you had an abusive father, for example, like it's possible that the male relationships you emulate later have that same pain cycle that you had, you know, early in childhood and without even being cognizant that, oh, I'm replicating these things that I experienced early on. And it's not your fault that these things happen to you or that you were born to the situation.

And that this, you know, if you had an abusive father, for example, like it's possible that the male relationships you emulate later have that same pain cycle that you had, you know, early in childhood and without even being cognizant that, oh, I'm replicating these things that I experienced early on. And it's not your fault that these things happen to you or that you were born to the situation.

You're the victim of it, but you have the ability and the freedom to break yourself from these cycles. And that's a very liberating feeling. But to be stuck in it is just, without knowing is, I mean, it's a different type of hell.

You're the victim of it, but you have the ability and the freedom to break yourself from these cycles. And that's a very liberating feeling. But to be stuck in it is just, without knowing is, I mean, it's a different type of hell.

So when you're in prison and people look at your paperwork and they see what you're in for, are they cool with it?

So when you're in prison and people look at your paperwork and they see what you're in for, are they cool with it?

So there was some respect in the prison for- Yeah, yeah.

So there was some respect in the prison for- Yeah, yeah.